I was standing somewhere alone,
watching things come and go,
listening to the noises and voices around me,
that moment was constant,
as nothing felt different,
no person or thing made me hold my breath a moment longer,

but then you came,
like a wind,
which turned into storm,
and somehow
you cancelled all the loud noises,
you blurred all the excessive frames,
it was as if you hacked my mind and
made me focus my everything on you.

I don’t know what happened in that moment
but it was different,
and for me
love is something different
something that mesmerizes you,
amazes you, and something that you hold onto.

There are things about you
I want to understand,
but just cannot,
and there are things about you
that I understand
without understanding.

You are to me
what a rain is to a dry land,
what a fragrance is to a flower,
what a moon is to a dark sky,
do they ever get bored
of your repeating appearances,
no,
in fact that one night
when the moon decides to sleep,
the sky feels so lonely, as if
it has lost its core.

And I am like that sky
I always want you,
no matter what shades or shapes you grow into,
because never once I tried too understand you,
but rather I always tried to feel you, a moment more.

Love is glamorous ,
Love is alluring,
Love is beautiful,
Love is attractive,
Love is elegant,
Love is stylish,
Love is charming,
Love is charismatic,
Love is fascinating,
Love is intriguing,
Love is enchanting,
Love is irresistible,
Love is seductive,
Love is lovely.

Christmas has come ,
another year has passed and
another is yet to come ,
things have been lost and
things are yet to come but , who knows
what in life will be done .
5 days you have to pack your past ,
leave all the burdens and sorrows
and yet a different light cast .
Pray a little not to God but yourself
for you deserve not the better but the best ,
Believe and have a little faith in life
and eventually everything will fall in line.

Don't expect love when
you are all hating .

People with broken hearts wander aimlessly,
they try hard to find some shelter and
cover from this world which sometimes burns very bright and it becomes very difficult for them to bear and survive .

I want to be completely responsible for someone , just like a mother to a baby ,
I will love that person very deeply and
I'd care , more than myself .

Near the sea , we will walk one day ,
hand in hand ,
soul over soul.
I would gently slip my fingers in yours and I would try hard to not look at that cute smile , I know you would grip me tighter .
I'll steal a few glances of yours just to calm my mind which is so addicted to just look at you . I swear even the lightening would be perfect that day like it's helping you to free your beauty and I don't know how much overwhelmed I'll be for even the thought of yours makes my
wolf crave for your closeness .
I would like to kiss you there and then ,
just to know it's not a dream ,
an another morning dream
where you come daily
but never kiss .

She is not just a pretty face,
she has problems - troubles which no one cares to listen,
for at the end of the day everyone wants to get in her pants ,
and use her shell without knowing what's really inside her ,
she told me once how lonely she feels sometimes even
when there are a thousand people saying she's beautiful .
Everyone thinks that a pretty body is a blessing but is it ?
at least people with scared faces gets genuine people
whom they can count on ,
whom they can feel less lonely with !
Learn to see her for what she really is ,
Her ******* and curves can be deceiving ,
for she is really hard to not look at ,
but her heart is a place looking for someone
to claim it as it's home .

I fall in love with people too much and
it's so genuine of a feeling ,
I wonder how much love this heart needs
and how much is it willing to give ,
Often I try to conserve both
me and my heart ,
But this heart of mine convinces me to love again
it says that keep loving even if no one loves you
because we both know
**" How being unloved feels like "

Would you talk with me for a while
For now I feel to fragile,
All this untamed feelings exile
And you and I are still away a million miles,
O beloved hurry - I don't have much while
and if you get too late - don't you forget to smile.

And when he was there
She was long gone,
He waited and waited
Watching all the seasons repeat themselves,
But she never came and
He never moved
Hoping that what he wanted would come true,
His one sided love would for just once,
Come to life

We all are trying to **** loneliness,
You came to life to **** your parents loneliness,
You will marry someone to **** your loneliness and the person marrying you the same,
We make friend's - enemies just to not feel lonely because we all know loneliness is scary,
We think it's a torture but
It's a bliss most of us don't understand

Be kind,
Even when you are not supposed to,
It's a bravery shown and
is what most don't hold with in.

Be kind,
For the world who just wanna start another war and slaughter every last piece of kindness
you hold within.

Will you still be kind?
For if you will,
You'll be the one who'll save the world

For all the burdened soul.

It breaks my heart to see you like this,
You never deserved this,
Sometimes I curse life.

I'm sorry for whatever bad happened to you,
I'll pray for your safety,
You just be happy

She asked in a serious tone " won't you ever get bored of me, I talk a lot, I don't look that good either, I just love you for some strange reason that I don't even know of "

I said " bodies get bored - soul does not,
About your talking you don't know how much I adore our talks,
About love - I don't have to answer that question"

She asks me this questions daily and I always
Answer the same

Stop pretending that you don't have a heart,
If that was the case,
You would have died long ago.

It's just you either very scared,
Or truly broken.

I don't ask you to trust me,
Just try me?
Talk to me and if you find me worthy enough,
Let me see your heart,
For I'll make sure that it stays safe,
Ever and after

She cuts herself,
Hand legs and places no one can ever think of.

When she trusts me enough and shows me her scar,
I just curse life,
For a girl like her,
A million scars embedded in her like a punishment she got for living.

Why?
Why did you do that?
It hurts me so bad,
I just hold her close and stay sorry,
" sorry that I took so long to find you, punish me"
Tears start slipping down my eyes and she hugs her pain away.

I place my hand at her chest and
what I felt was just mesmerizing.
Her beats are acting all crazy,
Like I have ignited a fire.

Then I grab her hand and place it on my chest and she's just blown away to,
I can feel my beats getting faster and faster,
Like her touch is what controls them.

What is this?
Why this never ever happened before?
Why I feel so alive

Now I know that I'm her back up plan,
When her heart breaks,
She comes back.

Every time i fix her heart by giving pieces of my heart and in the end she gets fixed and I get broken.

But you know what,
It's totally cool,
Because I always wanna see her happy,
Maybe that's the reason why I never tell,
" how much I love her. "

Everyday inside me,
There's this constant fight going,
Should I hold onto these people ?
Should I leave ?

I try to answer most of them but often I fail,
Then just to comfort myself I ask,
Why not? Why leave them?

Aren't they a part of your family now,
Aren't they the answer to your prayers,
My heart still unsatisfied and
my brain all senseless

I am strong,
Strong enough to take the beatings of the world,
To be burnt to death.

But you know where I'm not,
To see you get hurt,
Not even a scratch.

Stay behind me,
Let me get hurt for you,
That's how much I care for you

I see parents connected so close to their child,
I see it as how beautiful is that,
To have someone like that,
A bond that's so scared and cherished.

Yesterday I saw a 5 year old child playing with his father and I can't tell you how mesmerized I was - it seems so magical.

I wonder what would I feel if that be me,
Things would have been different for sure,
It's all about what I'm missing out in life

We all hide things,
For our own sake,
Sometimes for our own safety.

It's not disclosing the thing that hurts the most,
It's who and how it's disclosed.

I want you to know,
& I mean every word of what I say
" I'll die protecting your secret "
You opening up to me is more precious to me than any other thing existing

The more I talk with you,
The more I fall for you.

How cute and beautiful you are,
Only I know,
How lucky I'm to have a girl like you,
One who always listen.

I cry sometimes,
When I realize I don't deserve anything of you,
You are just way out of my league.

But still I have you,
And no matter what,
Oceans dry,
Earth shatters or the sky bursts,
I'm not letting you go