“i live to let you” my spirit has been broken by the loss of grains and i feel like the world has become more grey i have so many regrets for this lifetime but i really regret every fight with grains i’d take them all back, every one i regret my ****** actions when i was younger and i can’t lie, i regret things i've done since i’m older i often feel as if i’m not a good person but i’ve come to realize that i am a good person just so broken and it is is my responsibility to heal, because i have power over those around me i just hardly see the point of preserving my own life i’ve attempted suicide, and have never stopped self harm i hope when i’m gone people remember me for the good things the laughs we shared, and the intelligent conversations and i hope people remember i love them despite all my **** i’ve realized i never let go of love “love never dies” and i’ve accepted i will always love you i never forget you one day everything will make sense and things will suddenly become not a coincidence, but fate lessons that have become invaluable to who we are i hope to preserve the memories that light up my heart and mind even when everything has truthfully become so dark it’s still true i self harm and love pain, or don’t feel it it’s still true i don’t value my life and am not afraid to **** myself it’s still true i am a dandelion tuft-a delicate cancer but i choose to accept what has happened, what i have done, and forgive myself for regrets and to never forget love if this existence ends for me, please know i love you and i’m sorry for everything
Keep everyone out, dig in and be quiet. Don't bother anyone, do what everyone wants. That's how you grow, that's how you learn. This way you are safe and remain unharmed. Don't show anyone your weakness, your fear, your sadness. This way no one can touch you, no one will see it. But somewhere there is someone who cares about you so much, who recognizes everything and experiences it with you. At a distance, in silence, with tears and pain. But who wants nothing more than to be with you. To share in uncertainty, fear and sadness. You are also having a hard time, and I am the one who sees it...
I whisper “I love you,” as you fade away, your last breaths soon to come. a few days pass and there you go, away to live with the moon. I wish I could say “I love you” again, please say i’ll see you soon.
Life's now fleeting moments with you Flow through my mind like a whirl pool.
The minutes we think last forever, on a cycle which will never cease to exist, drastically come to a stop with no announcement.
The silence of your voice is infinite, bringing uncontrollable tears to my eyes. What I would do to say goodbye. One last hug, one last laugh, one last season in the garden, one last cheers of our glass. What I would do to make those moments last a life time.
To My Nonna, my Nonno - Ti voglio bene asi... asi...asi
The knowledge, wisdom, kindness and love you have given me will live on forever through me. Thank you for everything, this is only goodbye for now. Until next time.
As I lay here thinking of you All my thoughts grey and blue I wish I could see you, I wish I could. Then maybe my life could be understood But still I'm down thinking of you
Eye for an eye Heart for a heart. Tooth for a tooth Wondering in consistent circles I am running and ripping myself apart. I only want to be part of thoughts That gave me peace to live for my truths. It's all in living color. Yet, I feel grey and only see blue. I have a reason to hold my head up Although I am down in my feelings, thinking of how much I am missing you.
Cassandra & Descovia 08/03/2022
Never stop pushing for your own happiness. At the end of every day along with your goals Nobody else, will root for you without issue unless it's your own child, sibling or that person is legit. Honor your aspirations and keep living. The world needs your story.
Life without you is way too much The thing I need is your touch The pain inside is way too real And I just don’t know how to deal Now look at how you made me feel…
the crushing weight out here alone All I want is to call your phone.. But you’re not there… You don’t even care!!!
this hurt inside Is breaking me, My heart in Pieces, like debris… Why cant you just come back to me?
I wrote this just now, this is exactly how i feel right now, this is what you did to me, this is what you left me with. i want to hate you for doing this to me but i can't i hate that i love you so much