One life, it's a world with one just life.
And here you are in my life, Telling me to be brave and live a good life. But now it's too late and there's a knife In his hand and he's full of pride He's at your side Better luck in another life, He slides the silver into my wife. I tried, I tried, I tried But they all lied.
I ate the cake,
the lemonade Cool and sweet but left the pain In the back of my throat like an aftertaste
Alone on a chilly night in September
Lost emotions still vividly remember Sands of time erase happier days Wondering why so little good stays When I don't hear from you I stress Inner storm only tamed by your caress The weather lately has taken a turn For the cold my heart holds will always return Where my footprints fade and yours begin Moments eternity seems suspended in With another call straight to voicemail goes Saltwater teardrops I fight like foes At war with my own weakness and doubt Puzzles and riddles I can't figure out Shadows overtake our souls with shame Empty and vacant Demons steal our names When you disappear I am left neglected To forgive you comes easier than expected The tide pulls you out and washes back ashore Each time I wonder what you even leave me for?
I hate when you dont answer because I dont know if you are with some other girl or dead or what.. sigh.
"Grbrb!" Does the glowing water
As Jill drowns in her wait underwater The river person above continues rowing his boat unknowingly in his lonely river paper hearts form a heart shape seemingly All around his boat, he notices He touches them, mesmerized but not surprised He figured his love was there, so he let the water gently drag him to her thereafter Jill had been gone 24 years ago he had taken too long It was his choice Jack wanted to go along with Jill Love was always a foolishly cautious trap. Don't you agree?
I tried. Not sure if this counts as a poem
These walls are breaking,
I can see the cracks. It's going to fall, That wall. I've spent years building this wall, Now, you come To break it down? No, not my wall! I'm trying to glue, But hue. With eyes blurred, I see nothing; Not even bird. These walls are paving in, What now? Just let it fall? Or do I bow? Definitely not bow! Listen walls: Just tear down. I'm too grown, I'm tired and I've tried. I'm done!
Moments when you feel like all hope is lost is not such a good thing when you block out your Support System.
I smile onto the darkness as it watches me
The dark that some would run or even flee I laugh as I mingle in my friend's presence He tells me a joke that others would dismiss as nonsense But in daylight I'm under my person feeling lonely She hugs she laughs with her friends smiling brightly I tried to smile as if I had lips I tried to sway as if I had hips I mimicked her as she waved but then I realized I'm not mimicking anything until I am with my old friend I am but a shadow with no face only black I am a shadow with no control under daylight I'm a wrack But With in my old friend, dark, I am free I could smile, laugh and scream as if I'm a banshee The only problem is that you can't and never will see #Psyco
"I tried. I tried to save you. I️ lived in this cage for you, stopped breathing for you, stopped believing for you. What must I do to show how much I would do for you, just to be with you, to love you."
What is raw?
What is real? What is simply making it worse? All these wounds Never heal Because time can’t go in reverse I can write All these things About how I used to be Let it out For a crowd So they can all see But it won’t help Not one bit If they know what’s deep inside All it does Is make me Regret that I even tried
I write as an outlet, as a way to let all the nasty things running though my brain come out in a neat little package. And I post poems, poems about whatever I’m going through, as a cry for help... but people never listen
Every night I ask
"Is this too far gone to save?" Knew better but still foolishly tried Resurrecting love from the grave We tried starting relationship over Agreed to new blank slates Neither of us anticipated How difficult past would be to erase We hold onto childish hope Bond can be like it was before Perhaps the time has come to accept We are not those people anymore Maybe spent too much time apart Going different directions We used to see only beauty Now invaded by imperfections We cannot forget mistakes that caused pain Trust destroyed past restoration How are we able to rebuild our lives Without stable foundation?