Everything has become so different in a couple of months, I have become the most beloved on all fronts. But the mere thought of getting married, Gives me goosebumps. My heart starts pounding, And my body becomes numb.
But just to become Mrs. from Miss, I have to forego on all these? Life would be so much different, And every move so uncertain.
Responsibilities that I never took as a daughter, Would be forced upon me, as a daughter-in-law. My complaining mother will have nothing to nag about, Seeing her daughter as punctual as a clock.
All these thoughts fills me up with anxiety, That now I have to take care of a new set of relatives and a SOCIETY.
Now everyone would expect me to become the nicest, But why they don't understand? I am still Daddy's little princess.
Yeah i know, overthinking won't help, And even if i make any mistake, he willl be there to weld.
I never felt so calm As I entered the rose garden The vibrant exotic colours The shapes The smell of perfume Enchanting inviting To a quiet place of Tranquillity. A moment of contentment Lost in wonder The beauty But the outward beauty of nature Temporary Short lived It reminded me of a lasting beauty One on the inside. Created by Gods perfect clay. After all God made us. To be in the likeness of his image. Sometimes that inward beauty can be dented by our impulsive behaviour That's why God reminds us to to be in the world yet not of it. If we are in Christ the old nature as ceased and the new one has just begun.
Mist of eager green Tiny understory leaves Signal life's return.
I always love the stage of growth where all the trees are still black and leafless but the tiny undergrowth shrubs have just started putting out their first leaves and the green hangs like a fine mist around the base of the trees in the forest. 💕🌱🌱🌱💕