All this hate, and the regret
Even the anger and torment All of these feelings I don't get, because I bury them deep inside All of the times I should have lashed out All of the pain and tears have dried out All of these feelings I don't get, they haunt me While all of this time- On the inside I'm screaming To be let out
Our last Christmas as a family
the day I'll always reminisce they robbed you of your innocence there's so many things i always miss Our last Christmas as a family before the drugs took you away I saw the way you smiled I wish i had screamed at you and said Our last Christmas as a family was the best we will ever get as i know your still abusing you're too difficult to forget Our last Christmas as a family i saw the look inside your eyes i saw the future of the pain they had already taken over your life Our last Christmas as a family i held you in my arms tight for if you knew the pain i was in would you have put up a harder fight?
Do you ever feel guilty when you walk all over people?
Do you ever feel ashamed when you lie? Do you ever think that maybe you should care about your child? Or does everything always have to revolve around you? Do you ever get tired of manipulating others? Do you fall asleep with a satisfied grin? Tell me, what's it like to be you?
I never knew, I never knew how painful it would be for losing you. Outta sight, outta mind, Flowing from your words pouring down on me, am I becoming your poison? Advert your eyes, please deny me the temptation of this pain, that I can't let go of. From your words pouring down on me, am I your own brand of poison? The spaces between us are empty and to walk away from the sun your world became cold. Am I your poison can this be real or just a hallucination?
oo whoever stole my happiness
I wanted to leave you a note You see the sun has now stopped shining The flowers refuse to grow Too whoever robbed my happiness My body wont ever look the same I have no way to let this melancholy feeling out And feel I deserve this pain Too whoever thieved my happiness The fog was my only silence It enveloped me in the only love i know The love that resembled violence Too whoever swindled my happiness I'm hanging on by a thread For if you take this last piece away I'm good for nothing but death
nothing but sadness
Many years ago
One man killed another man & everybody died.
I remember telling you i loved you
As tears spilled down your moonlit face As the crack in my heart has been filled However yours where a different case You were my best hello And now my hardest goodbye My heart is filled with sorry Yet my eyes still remain dry Im just not wanted nor needed here I have explained this all before I said i would never leave you But now you're crying on the bathroom floor Im sorry my love, this is it The bittersweet symphony When you're looking for my love Its right in your heart you see For the holes you filled in mine Are passed to someone new As the time slowly passes without me Someone new will heal your cracks too
Your name still stings my tongue
Like an early morning coffee These mornings feel more difficult to overcome Most days i stay in bed Nursing my battle scars from the night before I cant remember a time when it didn't sting to shower As i think of you A gentle teardrop rolls silently down my face Im left to think When did it all go wrong