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Poetic Eagle Jan 18
I kept wondering what it would be like falling in love after a heartbreak
And **** why didnt l let go sooner
Let go and make room for new
Jellyfish Jan 15
I want to skip the montage
I'd see who stayed and who's gone
Did I lose the weight
Did I leave or stay
Could I be what I needed
Or did I stay in bed depleted
I want to skip the montage;
Move forward to when I've moved on
Vira Jan 14
I realised that the pattern was repeating over and over.
One day, I decided to face it.
I opened my wounds and surrendered.
Praying for healing,
Feeling the pain.
Then, it came.
I mustered enough courage to sit with the sensations in my body, feeling them, instead of
shutting it, numbing it,
running away, wishing away,
I stood there and faced it.
It was painful.
It felt like
my heart was shattered into thousand pieces.
my gut was wrenched out.
the nerves in my head pulled in all directions.
as if I was looted of every ounce of blood from my body.
It was raw.
It was cathartic.
Tears weren’t enough to bear them. Self pity did not help.
I cried, I begged, I screamed, I wallowed.
Finally, I gave up.
I breathed.
I just breathed, feeling the breath.
I had to let it all in before letting it all go.
Then, came some relief.
I see glimpses of freedom and joy,
It feels like a triumph.
It feels soft.
It feels calm.
It feels good.
It feels god.
That must be the healing.
This is how the process of healing trauma seems to me. I did not know where the pain came from.
SANA Jan 9
why do people doesn't care of others
like how do we tell them that it hurts
no matter how many tears go through the eyes
the pain just never fades
how do we tell this to the people
SANA Jan 6
so many words but still not enough
to tell you that
how much it huts to be like this
how much it hurts to let  everything go
how much it hurts to forgive u
u just make me a mute
and the words die at the back of my throat
those form a lump inside
that I try hard to digest to breath again
SANA Dec 2023
you
should I finally agree the fact that I lost you!!
even though u were never mine from the start
SANA Dec 2023
CAN EVERYONE HIDE THE TEARS
BEHIND ALL THE BRIGHT SMILES
CAN EVERYONE ACT NORMAL
WHEN THEY CAN'T EVEN BREATH
CAN EVERYONE WALK PROPERLY
WHEN THEIR HANDS AND LEGS WENT COLD
DOES EVERYONE ACT FINE WERE U ARE AT THE EDGE OF
JUMPING OF A CLIFF
DOES EVERYONE NEED ONE SOUL WHO CAN SEE THE
STRUGGLE TO BREATH
THE SHAKING HANDS
THE TEARS WHILE SIMLING
THE PAIN INSIDE ...
SANA Dec 2023
HOW DO YOU KNOW IT'S "LOVE"
HOW DO PEOPLE TELL ITS LOVE
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN ALL YOUR LOVE IS FINISHED?
DOES PEOPLE RUN OUT OF LOVE? LIKE FUEL FOR A CAR ...
HOW LONG CAN A PERSON LOVE ANTHOER PERSON ...
DO YOU THINK ALL THE " TILL DO US APART PROMISES ARE TRUE "
WHAT DOES A PROMISE MEAN??
K Nov 2023
I’m sorry, I’m sorry I am not gonna make it to our dinner plans on Saturday. I had something else to do.

I’m sorry I am not gonna make it to the party on Friday. I had something else to do.

I’m sorry I am not gonna make you breakfast on Sunday. I had something else to do.

And what I’m mostly sorry for is I am not gonna be able to kiss you tonight love or the night after that, or the night after that, I had to go and I couldn’t say goodbye.
Zack Ripley Nov 2023
I know. I've been holding on
to things I should let go of.
Lost memories. Lost life. Lost love.
But, as scary and painful as it can be
being lost in the past, knowing how evanescent the mind can be, a future without them somehow seems worse.
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