I knew you wanted lover’s strings like I do,
and thinking about love makes you feel so blue.
To see fate, but not meant to be.
I was full of bitter hate.
I wished you stayed longer,
wished we stayed together to be a bit stronger.
But patience wasn’t in our veins,
so we left with the grains of heartbreak.
We had so much plans,
had hearts that rung like pans.
But why’d we leave?
Why did our fire burn out on Christmas Eve?
I was just a kid too early for reality,
was supposed to be riding unicorns and drawing dinosaurs.
Why did I have to fall so early?
Now what was I to do?
I was supposed to be happy in childhood beauty.
I trusted you,
like a fly attracted to the white –
thought that you were bright like city lights
but in the end I had fallen in fright.
Wished I listened to my Momma,
she said to give your life a comma,
or you’re gonna fall into a life of drama.
Know when to stop –
‘Cuz she almost went to the rooftop
living a life without love.
She thought of the scars,
scars that looked like bars.
Maybe if she broke them,
she could go back to the stars.
Oh, Mamma –
Wish I was as wise,
wish I could give as much advice,
Wished I would’ve listened,
Stopped the kisses and the ****,
should’ve known it wasn’t bliss n’ comprehended,
that our love would’ve eventually ended.
Momma, oh, Momma –
Maybe I wouldn’t’ve loved so much,
and lost so many,
if I could’ve loved myself already.
But we both knew it wasn’t that easy.