don't cry, darling
things will get better
chin up
trust me.

no.
you know what?
cry.

let it out.
cry.
i know you've been hiding for too long.
i know you've been abandoned.
i see you.
you're beautiful.
you're perfect.
you're amazing.
if you ever wonder if you're a bad person? bad people don't worry about being better.
go ahead and cry.

let your tears water the ground.
let the seeds of despair and hurt grow
let the graves of dreams and lost friends have gardens
un-clench your hands and you'll find seeds falling out
every bad thing is now a seed
the bad things will become beautiful things,
just to spite everyone who said
"no you can't."
"it's not possible."
"you're stupid/ugly"/any other mean word

those will be the most beautiful flowers of all.

so let your tears flow.
they'll water the ground beneath your feet.
it'll be a garden of spite and inspiration.
They say "time heals everything."
You just need to give your pain,
Some time to heal.
Everything is going to be fine soon.

But can time really heal the pain
Which I have been hiding for years?
And can time really heal the reason
For which I couldn't control my tears?

Can time really help me
To get back the people
That I've lost?
And can time really help me
To fix the mistakes I made
Which had me costed?

Can time really help me to stop myself
From playing with a knife?
And can time really help me to get me back
To the normal flow of life?

Will time be kind enough to help me
To remove my addiction from wine?
And will time be kind enough to help me
To ask her to be mine?

No, time won't ever be kind enough!
Time can't help anyone
And time can't heal anything!

Cause time ain't that kind,
To help me remove the depressions
I'm having on my mind.
I'm sorry :)


~ ♡ ~

A
dark day
has befallen the
Court of Hello Poetry
How it saddens me to see
the good Queens and Kings
to suffer at the hands of jealous
enemies who seek to destroy others
and their Kingdoms. Though she was
exquisitely dressed, she had a humble
heart; many had a good word about her,
though I did not get to meet her, though I
did not see her,     I could see the light she
had shine in the hearts of others.        She
had a wonderful smile       but invaders;
false Kings and Queens        spewed
nothing but abuse,               and it
made      her      surrender
her crown

~ ♡ ~

I
could only
watch as she
grabbed the ends of
her silk skirts and run out
of the bustling halls, tears down
her soft face.     I could not reach
her but at the dawn,        from the
balcony,          I saw the ship sail
away,         towards the sunset
into the unknown.      How
my heart is so
heavy

~ ♡ ~

To
see a
true artist,
a true queen
leave forever. At
seeing her tears, her
crying soul staining the
floral marble floors, and the
invaders   feeling   satisfied   at
her    pain   and her 'destruction'
Those   who   dare   to  denounce
are   never  Kings  or   Queens.
To be so jealous, so insecure
and think you led her to
her 'destruction'

~ ♡ ~

I
will say
this - you may
have won the battle
but  you will NEVER
win the war. Because the
true   Kings and Queens will
band   together,  we  will  stand
together    to protect our haven  for
we see, we know who the true artists
are.  I will continue to shed tears of pain
and   sorrow for the loss of this artist,  but
I will always hope that when the sun rises
she   will return to us once more. She  will
never leave our minds, she has touched
so many hearts. Her legacy, her reign,
her   kingdom will always    stand
eternal, will stand immortal
now and always.

~ ♡ ~



Had to get the turmoil off my chest.
This one's for Vicki
Lyn xxx
Our house is flooded
stop crying, its not helping
only adding more
i keep waiting for you
To come, to call, to text
Tears run down
And you see monsoon floods
Everywhere

A little thunder here
A little lightening there
Won't do

Please come, my beloved
As the radiant shining sun
Dissolve me in the
Light of pure wisdom
Absorb me
In unending true love
Aa Harvey 14h
If you ever need me, I’ll be here waiting


There’s something about you that,
I’m finding it hard to hide.
There’s something about you that,
I don’t think I can keep inside.
Though I must hide my feelings,
I cannot hide the tears I cry.
When you are not here with me,
I want you to be in my life.


There’s something about me that,
I think in you I could confide.
There’s something about me that,
I think with you I couldn’t hide.
It is my every feeling,
It is my every ounce of pride.
It is the joy you bring me,
It is my ever beaming smile.


And if you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side.
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting for all time.
If you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side.
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting here for all time.


You are my everything,
You are the one I want to hold.
You are my everything,
You keep me warm when I am cold.
And if I ever hurt you,
I won’t forget the tears you cry;
I never want to hurt you.
Let me be the one who makes you smile.


Won’t you just lay here with me?
Won’t you just simply hold me tight?
Won’t you just lay here with me?
Won’t you hold me throughout the night?
For you are all I need now,
The only thing I know is right.


And if you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side.
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting for all time.
If you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side.
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting here for all time.


I’m just another punk now,
I’m just a hippy with long hair.
I’m just another rocker,
I’m just a Goth who knows you care
And if you ever need me,
Then just call me on the phone,
Or turn to me in bed,
For with you I feel at home.


And if you ever need me,
Then you just have to say my name
And you will see me running,
I want to come and save the day.
I want to be your hero,
I want to be your only prince,
I want to be your lover.
I want you to help me live.


If you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side.
If you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting for all time,
For you to say you need me,
For you to take me into your life,
For you to say you need me.
You are the bringer of good times.


And if you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side.
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting for all time.
If you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting for all time.


And if you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting for all time.
If you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting for all time.


(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.
I'm done, going
I will be far away, not caring what you are doing
I will be closing my ears
So fuck off with your empty words and fake tears
Just done
Seeker 3d
I'm sad
but i don't know why

thats a lie
i do know why

but i don't know why today
why is it bothering me
today

this is not something new
nor necessarily old
it just is
and today is just today

i don't know where i am
in my mind

i don't know who to talk to
about what i feel
and why i feel it
today
and not yesterday

i am sad
for many reasons
reasons that i keep to myself
reasons that make me feel empty

i want to scream
but at the same time
i want to lay on my back
and not make a sound

i want to cry
but also laugh

i want to run my car into a ditch
and be admitted into the hospital
so that i can still walk out
days later
and act as if nothing happened

i don't know what to do
i don't know anything
i don't know what i want
or who i want

i just don't know anymore
Ella 4d
Tears of the memories we made
Tears of the smiles that will fade
Tears of the forgotten and of the fierce
Please give me those years

Tears
And
Tears of ink: bleeding from my pen
Bleeding like blood
Of wondering when

Tears
And tears of rain
pouring from my window
and pouring from my pain.

Tears and
Tear Stains of water splattered
And stains of heartbreak you never thought mattered

Tears
And tears

Bleeding and washing and cleaning
Hopefully erasing those
Years and that meaning.

Tears
And tears.

Never fulfilling forgetting my fears
eli 4d
I lock myself into a room
I fall to the ground
I can't breathe
I cant see
   everything is
                  b
                      l
                   u
                   r
                      r
                   y
my tears cover my eyes
I don't know why
but these panic attacks won't stop coming
and I don't know why

am I overthinking too much again?
has my depression come back?
am I all alone again?
do I miss him too much?
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