I am silent, no words come out,
I am silent, no thoughts come in,
I am silent, no way of stability.
I am so silent in my mind,
I simply forget to speak.
They say because I am so silent outside,
That the inside of my mind must be loud,
But the real issue is I'm far to quiet either way.
Far to quiet to be alive,
Its like my depression finally won out,
Because not only did I get myself to shut up,
But my brain has finally shut down.
I am not fully here or there anymore,
I am lost away amongst the fog,
Someone come get me, I am sick of the silences.