Feeling something behind, turning round to a person that intrigued my mind.
A crowded room, both occupied by a few.
Somehow towards the end it was only me and you.
Somehow I knew, burning need to know you.
I didn't understand if the feeling was friendship or romance.
Until few months on we finally danced, I decided then to take a chance.
From the moment we kissed, the world moved beneath, sweeping us both off our feet.
Then came along the first day we had an one on one.
It turned to night from day, both of us never running out of what to say.
From that day on, my heart was filled with songs.
Finding something so raw, which we felt we both belonged.
Both struggling keep apart, liked we'd found our other half.
Years went on, still remaining fond and in which our love grew strong.
Finding a home in each others eyes, opening up the sky.
Then inside both of dealt with destructive past ties, removing the understanding link.
Putting our minds on the blink, causing each of us to sink.
Pulling each other down, until both of us nearly drowned.
To point I became an enemy, in which I fled for both of us to be free.
Together when we are one, there is only love and major combusting lust.
But the painful memories from above, keeps vigilance to protect my respect and the scars which made me leave.
My body in a state of grief, wanting love, but afraid of giving up this peace.
Earth considering to give this another chance, to prance not holding back due to the past.
Hoping that the air will never be so unfair, with the thrashing and penetrating whirlwinds.
Not fully ready to leave myself bare.
These painful woes, which prevent our soul coming home and finally becoming whole.
© 2018
Abigail Sheard