pain on my chest
a lot on my mind
why, oh why do I need to
think, overthink
and let my mind wonder
why, oh lord, why

my eyes start to burn
my fingers are all shaky
I am losing my breath
and even though I try
to let go, start crying
nothing oh nothing comes out

I swear I can't
hold on any longer
I am hurting inside
repeating this prayer to ***

Lord bring me tears
I'm begging you please
I need to get all the poison out
Lord bring me tears
I'm begging you please
I need to get it all out
before it eats me alive

I fell to my knees
and gravity held me
yet, I felt so alone
I sat there in darkness
waiting and waiting
for *** to answer my prayers

I heard a whisper
but nobody was there
it made me tremble with fear

it called my name
and laughed in my ear
it make it very clear

how hopeless's my prayer to ***

Lord bring me tears
I'm begging you please
I need to get all the poison out
Lord bring me tears
I'm begging you please
I need to get it all out
before it eats me alive

Send me an angel lord, to stand by my side..
Angels are blessings from the past life, so they never say goodbye.

Send me an angel lord,
Help lead the blind
Show me, what I need to find
Guide my destiny into permanent salvation
Please show me the way of life.

I prayed, I prayed and asked ***
" Life has got me living on a clipped wing,
How can my soul be free ? "
I need an angel from you ***
Make this cold heart sing !

*** told me,
In order to send an Angel
I need to believe, I can fly.

©MH

O’ my lord, Do you see
What my ***** eyes see

Healthy bodies, shining faces
Glittering eyes, crooked smile
That’s how the rich look like

O’ my lord, Do you see
What my ***** eyes see

Diseased bodies, pale faces
Wet eyes, no smile
That’s how the poor look like

O’ my lord, Do you see
What my ***** eyes see

The empty stomach of poor
Keeps burning, turning into fumes
As it exhumes

O’ my lord, Do you see
What my ***** eyes see

The filled stomach of rich
Keeps working, generating energy
As it digests and absorbs


O’ my lord, Do you see
What my ***** eyes see

The rich utilize their energy
To exploit the poor
And to support capitalism

O’ my lord, Do you see
What my ***** eyes see

That’s why, I declare war against you
I know, I will lose, I will die
But still I choose to revolt

Each day is a struggle
Feet hit the floor, pure pain
Man in the mirror, eyes full of rain

Each day is a struggle
Lord, bring the struggle
Purify me...

Thinkin' of bein' with you
But I just don't know how
Each day I struggle, don't know how

Each day is a struggle
Lord, bring the struggle
Purify me...

Pull me apart, ain't no life
pull me apart, too much strife
Pull me apart, gotta tough wife

Each day is a struggle
Lord, bring the struggle
Purify me...

Do it again, do it again
Run me into the ground
Each day is a struggle, man am I down

Each day is a struggle
Lord, bring the struggle
Purify me...

Our world has been consumed by violence and greed.
But instead of needing wealth, *** is all that I need.
When people find religion, there is no greater reward.
I have three important words to say, "Praise The Lord!"
When we suffer, *** feels our pain.
Believe in him and eternal life is what you'll gain.
*** knows that we're not perfect, everybody commits sins.
Even though we have flaws, *** loves women and men.
As *** looks at people, we are being adored.
I'll say those three words again, "Praise The Lord!"

Dear Lord,
     I kneel before you in prayers,
Please do me a great favour.
     Pick the choicest roses from the Garden of Heaven,
Give them to my mum.
Tell her I don't go to her grave often,
For now,she is a soul with you in heaven,
And the miles are light years between us,
Till I meet her again, driven in a
hearse.
       All I have left of her are beautiful memories,
And the sound of her sweet voices.
Her lovely smile after a hectic day,
Her reassuring bear hugs to say,
"There's always another day.
        Tell her that I love her,
I really miss her,
And when she gives a smile,
Hold her for me for a while.

Your Servant,

Dying under my sins.
Dead already.
My destiny was to suffer and die.

But you had other plans.
You sent, you...sent your only Son, to die for me?
Lord, why would you die for someone like me?
When i already wronged you.
When i hated you.
When i ignored your whispers and pushes and pulls of your eternal never-changing love.

You allowed the rocks to press on me, crush me.
But you allowed your son to be burdened with my stones and needles.
You allowed the nails to pierce through your Son.
and it wasn't even yours to carry.
it wasn't your fault, it wasn't your nails, it wasn't your stones and mountains to carry.

O, Father. You are so amazing and beautiful.
Your love has no end.
Your grace carried me so far.
You want to spend time with little old me.
You still believe me.
Lord, your mercy and grace pull me into a galaxy of stars and into the peaceful depths of the Sea.

O Bearer of my Sins. You have given your life so that i could have mine.  You suffered that day so that i don't have to do so for an eternity.
Your faith in your Father is steadfast, unshakable.
You love me so much.
Lord, you hugged me and held me close when the lightning struck and the raindrops broke windows when thunder knocked down trees and left me bare.
You didn't regret your decision. To die on that cross for me.

O Holy Spirit, you preserve my soul, you remind me of the Father's love. You inspire and set me on fire for ***.
You guide and lead me.
You remind me of who I am.

O Holy Spirit, Father, and Son. You are One.

I heard that there are seasons
To laugh and to cry
I struggle with the season
When You lived and You died
It's hard to play this game
Because the rules, they don't seem fair
If You care, *** if You're still there

[Verse 2]
Bombs falling in Syria
A child dying of AIDS
Fighting 'round the world
A daddy lost his girl
Still we kneeled and prayed
But Heaven can feel silent
And the floor beneath gets cold
When your soul refuses to let go

[Pre-Chorus]
But wait, tell me am I too late?

[Chorus]
What happens when the healing never comes?
Do we stand and curse the heavens
Or lift our hands and feel the sun
The mystery's not clear
Just once, Your voice I'd love to hear
What happens when the healing never comes?

[Verse 3]
I know we love the seasons
Like summer and the spring
But I've been stuck in winter
Since the fall of misery
One day I'm full of anger
And the next I'm full of fear
Every year, there's a new supply of tears

[Pre-Chorus]
But wait, tell me am I too late?

[Bridge]
Is there a chance for me to believe
We would dance together soon
If there's a billion galaxies
I'll count each one 'til I'm with You
They say where You are is better
But I want You here with me
Oh, this is for a purpose
But hurt won't let me see

[Verse 4]
So now I must be silent
Your voice is in the wind
The hands that made the heavens
Will heal the storm within
I have so many questions
I don't know where to begin
Since You were there at the beginning
You already know the end

[Chorus 2]
Ooh, what happens when the healing never comes
Do we stand and curse the heavens
Or lift our hands and feel the sun
The mystery's not clear
Just once, Your voice I'd love to hear
What happens when the healing
What happens when the healing
What happens when the healing never comes

no, i dont need the fancy lights and studio lights.
no, i dont need the cheering crowd, the rushing sound, bursting loud.
no, i dont need the big halls, and palace *****, and studded jewels and rings.
no, i dont need people with the same beliefs.
no, i dont need a cheerful heart or a forced one.
no, i dont need a perfect home or a  have to have  ice cream every day at home.
no, i dont need a brain of intelligence or the wisdom of an owl
no, i dont need to frost the broken heart, or to force myself to light up a broken heart.

to praise the King.

He makes my heart light up.
He is where i want to be with.
His presence is better than being a heir to an earthly throne.
He is willing to be with me when I am lonely.
He is all I need.