Mo 1h
You get mad when I tell you I am worried about money, when I  am watching shitty tv, and smoking all our weed.
You get mad when I leave the basement light on.
You get mad when I let clean laundry get wrinkled, and dirty dishes sit in the sink.
You get mad when I do not do what you ask of me, or care what you think.

You get mad when I talk loudly.
You get mad when I glug my drinks down.
You get mad when I do not show you my body.
You get mad when I laugh at other guys jokes.
You get mad when I do not answer my phone.
You get mad cause I can not find the right words to explain why I am trying to make you so mad.
Sarah 5h
I lit myself on fire
burned my life to the ground
and overnight it vanished
without making a sound.
I have stood in front of what seems to be forever, and have stood in back of what is suppose too be eternity. Creating self-opposition through my composition that is elevated past the heights of gravity, sanity and Longevity that we strive for, Incomplete missions towards self-worth left me feeling worthless and hopeless, Now I Hope less and progress with the power that I possess overthinking can make us feel so less until we soul less. As I walk towards the body of tears that was created by the misfortunes and unfortunate beings that stood in similar lines attempting to follow the course I say Fuck you and your horse.
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Destiny C 14h
Happiness is filtered through a long silver pump,
where it is torn apart,
then crushed together in a lump.

Sadness is poured in a giant mixing bowl,
where it is strained out,
then dropped into the black dump hole.

Anger is stacked on top,
piled in pieces,
only to be lit by a flame the size of a drop.

Love is demolished on sight,
battered and bruised,
leaving a stench of bitterness out of  spite.

The emotional dump is a place where emotions go,
when they've been let loose -
out of control.

When they've grown outside the human heart,
and reaked havoc like an art.

It's a place where emotions die in a flash,
placed next to all the world's gunk and gloop and unwanted trash.
Khaniek 16h
I’m angry and I really wish y’all would leave me the fuck alone. .

You really had me fooled.
I thought for sure this one is different.
But you were playing the same song all along.
What was I listening to???

I am not hurt, nor sad.
Disappointed maybe..
Angry at myself for being so fucking blind.
No buts .. just, wow.

Fuck, this.
If emotion changed the weather,
There would be a little shower.
Speckled sun would light the rain,
That rests on every flower.

But yesterday would have brought storms,
Who’s thunder echoed loud,
And lightning in the darkest night,
Exposed the angry clouds.

The day before was overcast,
Without much more to tell.
Days like those are common,
And I know them very well.

Tomorrow might bring summer sun,
Or winds that pull up trees,
Or autumn’s firey colors,
Or winter’s ruthless freeze.

Today though, there are rainbows,
And drops that seem to glow.
The birds are singing special songs,
From many years ago.
I'll let you tell me things that hurt me, but I have to.
Its cuz part of me's in love with you.
In these days, I find it harder for me to want to know who you are.
Though its been months since I've known you, do you really know me?
Oh how I wish our friendship was a dream.
Since its not, I have to wake up, every morning, with these tears polluting my eyes.

Cuz unlike you I have so much to hide.
Your secrets are nothing compared to mine.
I tried to mask all the pain away with a tall bottle of wine.
I understand, why you can't love me back.
That doesn't stop all this pain from growing.
So just know when you want to talk again, I won't hesitate to let you know.

That my ears are yours.
I'm trapped behind this door.
I want to open up to you, but the pain from the knowing is too much to bare.

I can feel it in my bones now.
Trying to fight the urge to reveal it all.
They all can see it on my face now.
Somehow you're still oblivious.
I don't want to stop talking.
But I do want to stop hurting.
I just don't know what to do.
Even though you fucking hurt me.
That wont stop me from wanting,
The pity hours I get from you.

Cuz unlike you I have so much to hide.
Your secrets are nothing compared to mine.
I tried to mask all the pain away with a tall bottle of wine.
I understand, why you can't love me back.
That doesn't stop all this pain from growing.
So just know when you want to talk again, I won't hesitate to let you know.

That my ears are yours.
I'm trapped behind this door.
I want to open up to you, but the pain from the knowing is too much to bare.

I want to hate you, but I love you.
Can you hate me? So I won't love you.
I know you too much.
Do you really know me?
I want to hate you, but I love you.
Can you hate me? So I won't love you.
When will it all stop.
I dont want to fall for you anymore.

But my ears are yours.
I'm trapped behind this door.
I want to open up to you, but the pain from the knowing is too much to bare.
Hey everyone! So sorry I have been gone for so long. I've been battling some really bad depression but I'm feeling a lot better now (: please enjoy this piece.
Bry 2d
I want you to love me
Because your blood runs in my veins
And I’ve offered you my love
But you’ve only given me pain
So finally I hurt you
In return for hurting me
Yet I am left with guilt
I don’t feel better, nor do I feel free
Now I am left only with one question
Have you ever felt guilt
For hurting me
you claim to be the sun

a lioness and goddess

born from fire and flames.


I do not doubt you.

your beliefs are your own.


yet do not be so contentious

so audacious to paint yourself

in such resplendent glory.


we both know better.


if you are built from ashes

why do you claim to burn

at the memory of me?


my ghost should not leave

scorch marks upon a goddess

of the sun.
don't you remember? I'm the one who taught you how to shine.

july 15th, 2018

kalica calliope ©
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