Mina 1m
your face seems so calm
as if
you know
whats going to happen next
"i dare you"
i say and smile
"what else"
you ask
as you put the little figure down
and suddenly
"checkmate"

i am aware of the loss
yet
i am still hoping
"i won"
"i know"
i say
"what are you waiting for then"
"i dont know"
i say
my eyes burn
i try to fight back those tears
traitors
"i won"
you say
"i won"
again

i shake my head
"i dont care"
"but i won"
"lets play one more time"
i beg

i never beg

you look confused but do not refuse
"another one"
i position my king
you position yours
"what if you lose"
you look at me
gently
"then i lost"
i position my queen
you position yours
"the queen is indeed the mightiest of all"
i say
as i do the opening move

you put on your pokerface
i dont bother putting mine on
"your turn"
"this leads to nothing"
you say
you see it
dont you

you
are
losing

the game goes on
"this leads to nothing"
you say
again
I crack a smile
my fingers set the next move
this is your end

you stare at me
i grin
your face filled with
pain

"checkmate"
you say





maybe you really suffered more
even when you won
heavy hands
on my back
no one ever loves gently
heavy blows
to the side of my head
the same can be said for when you left me

when your heart
beats in time
with an entire city,
you live your life
one fall away from dying
the girl that took away
the kid in me

where your lips once
put kisses now they
leave cigarette burns
i had whiplash when you
walked away my heart never
learned not to yearn

one word in spanish
and one in german
two in italian
immature sparks quickly burn out
while slowly the bonfire burns

when your heart
beats in time
with an entire city,
you live your life
one fall away from dying
the girl that took away
the kid in me
major funkiness inside while writing this. also, funkiness is a cool word to pronounce in a british accent. try it sometime
i have run out of places that i can run
one look into your eyes and i realize i am done
we played russian roulette with a fully loaded gun
i went and took off my glasses,
and looked straight into the sun

i'm a man wearing all red,
and the bulls are overtaking me
i'm a man hiding in the shadows,
can't see, you can't see me
even still, i'm not in denial
so lock me up no need for a trial
have mercy on the criminal for loving you

i have run out of songs that i can sing
so i decided to write me own
you're a queen make me your king
i fell in love with your soul,
and i don't regret it at all

i'm a man wearing all red,
and the bulls are overtaking me
i'm a man hiding in the shadows,
can't see, you can't see me
even still, i'm not in denial
so lock me up no need for a trial
have mercy on the criminal for loving you
to be sung(played) at an uptempo, keyboard mashing, guitar strumming(smacking) pace. good song to stomp, clap, snap, or spasm along to
It may seem like I have confidence
It may seem like I have poise
But deep inside, I’m just terrified
That you’re thinking of other boys
When love reaches it’s melting point
It turns right into tears
A feeble hand may wipe them away
But the scars remain for years

I’ll never find the courage to tell you
Not even give you a clue
You’ll stay in the dark just like you should
When I’m writing my songs about you

Physically you’re a little smaller than me
But your eyes seem all seeing
Little brown portals into Cupid’s garden
And he’s begging both of us, to eat from the tree
We know that we shouldn’t have it
We only need us to be happy
It sounds nice but it’ll never occur
It’d need me to tell you, to happen

I’ll never find the courage to tell you
Not even give you a clue
You’ll stay in the dark just like you should
When I’m writing my songs about you
I’d say you know who you are but you don’t
I never really said goodbye, did I?
I think I hugged you but I'm not sure
It was just you and I and a doorway between us
Words passed from you to me
Something about a big opportunity,
One you couldn't miss
I think I cried but I'm uncertain
And anyway, what's a little distance?
I don't know
Maybe its the lack of your scent in the air
Or perhaps your consistent presence in my favourite "People who left" seat
Correct me if I'm wrong but I didn't really say goodbye, did I?
The blue of your eyes,
the red of your blood;
filled my purple little heart.
You wanted
to have your
cake and eat it too
well honey
take a bite
I am spiked

Strawberry frosting
can be deceiving
They think I am too nice.. let them.
gbye 1d
i hope you love her the way i loved you
and i hope she loves you the way i loved you

and i hope no one is loved the way you loved me
Let me fall in love again
Let me, for once, try not to feel the pain
Let me walk alone for some distance
Let me, for once, learn not to cause any penance
Let me sing to my favorite song
Let me, for once, live in that moment for long
Let me travel to distinct places
Let me, for once, learn to not leave behind any more traces
Let me be myself some more times
Let me, for once, try not to consider it as another one of my crimes
Let me stay up and tall
Let me, for once, learn not to sit back even after I fall
Let me set myself finally free
Let me, for once, show myself what I can be
You see I am smiling
but I'm burning inside
you see my eyes are playing
but they're too crying
because I don't want to hurt you!

I keep saving your love in my heart
though it's broken into pieces
you're playing in my mind
but it really down!
I'm not frustrated because I love you.

I'm dancing in the rain onto you
but I'm dying inside
I want to see you next to me
but you're not caring about me
I am still alive just for you!
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