I was chosen by chance The moment fate took a bite The start of my story Was the end of his life I felt unworthy and confused Running farther from the fight I wasn't scared of the dark I was more scared of the light That focused on my failures Weighed by greater expectations I was ****** into the web Of my own frustration I want to run and hide Just to escape it all Forget what fate has given me All of my fears and all of my falls This mask that holds a legacy Wasn't able to mask a novice Because this suit held a hero And I wasn't suited for this promise
I love you And only you. I don't understand Why it's hard to believe That I can actually love someone, That I can actually care For someone else Other than myself. Am I that broken to you..? Am I that heartless To you..?
I love you And only you.
I can also understand Why you feel this way I know I wasn't the best to you, I know I was a bit careless too.
You won’t leave right? I don’t want you to leave I hate being isolated I do like to be connected with others Whether it’s in the streets School, work, I do hate to be alone Heck, I can’t be alone Even if my own room or home I need to hear my mother’s cooking My father’s typing at his computer above me My sister’s awful singing My brother playing football outside
And your voice Telling me things Will Be Ok Someday
you taste like taboo and ***** secrets sometimes even like whiskey mixed with memories i need to let go, can’t keep 'em and if you ever want someone else loving you the way i do just let me know and if you ever want someone else giving it all up for you just let me know because you smell like sunshine and look like my favorite regret pinky promises tight around my throat almost like you never want to let me go and if you ever want to just let me know. i know a girl with moonlight in her hair fireflies spilling from her tongue i know a girl and i know this is love even if she, you, does not want it to be can't change destiny. you look like pretty please's with cherries on top sometimes even like ice sizzling when it gets too hot, you get too hot hot enough to knock all the dressers and pictures off the walls and if you ever want someone else to water you down the way i do just let me know and if you ever want someone else to change all the furniture around for you just let me know because i’d change all this furniture around for you as long as you swear on your father’s grave you’ll never go may he rest in peace. there’s this new thing called love that i’d really like to try it’s said to have the power to crush your soul with one goodbye that sounds pretty cool, right? you feel like broken mirrors and black cats like drowning in **** and empty threats you are golden fire pure destruction i’ve fallen for you, i’m sure but you’ve already fallen for him i’m sure.
he is the only thing that you ever see, how is it you never notice that you are slowly killing me?