Please, I beg.
I can't deal with another

You're my irreplaceable.
My favorite human being

But I'm replaced so easily.
And I feel it pierce my soul

I practiced vows.
I wrote stories.
Imagined fulfilling them.

But they were ripped from me.
And just fucking drowned.
And I drowned with them.
Every night.
Pain and terror.
I'm sorry,

You smile when I am sad
you don't miss me
when you are glad
I want your happiness
because I love you
but you want my sadness
because you got me wrong
you don't love me
but I like your song
Do you feel like I love you?

I cry when you are sad
you don't even know my name
you just call me a lad
Please, I am not a game
I have feelings and love
but you can't feel me
and my silence
I see, you don't like me
but I still believe you're my princess.
Tell me, what do you have?

sleepless nights taunt me in the pitch darkness that mirrors shut eyelids and butterflied lashes,
the same ones we wish upon,
and wish away.
the hours tick on by and i cannot drift;
my mind accompanied by other things than dreams,
and you,
yes, you, too, my sweet.
imagining anything,
everything,
i suppose is unhealthy for a lonely girl like me,
though i wasn't always this way.
when i found you after journeying through the beyond,
the nights were easy,
and i'd never wake in the midst of sweat and fear,
for you were safe.
a lifeboat for saving you kept rowing back to me,
and i'd come close to slipping under the water,
but i always felt your hand,
at the last moment your hand clasping mine.
and when i would open my eyes and throat above the surface
i no longer saw that dark of the night,
i saw you,
in your light you were everything.

This is about an ex-boyfriend that I am still in love with. Speaking to him I realize how much my heart aches.
Hasani 7d

Winter is back
she is a bigger bitch than ever
My soul cries because outside
is no option

It's cold like my father's love
I could feel the ever presence
of loneliness, death, and the void

Summer! My love!
Please come back to thee
for winter clutches my soul
sucking my joy dry
leaving me sad,
lonely,
depressed

I would move to Hawaii
If only Brooklyn wasn't such a home
I would elope to the tropics
If only I had known

That there would be days like this
where I yearn a warm breeze,
Short skirts, and tight dresses,
like my first poem,

Only six months left,
as I weep,
and mourn.

g Dec 10

dear you,
i’m writing this
to ask you
to plead you
to beg you,

please stay with me
for one last time
before it all
comes to an end.

i look forward
to your prompt reply.
regards,
me.

structures are good, things that don't change are good.
Scarlet M Dec 6

I can only ever
appear unbroken
in front of
other people’s eyes.

Inside, all I see
is a tangled line
of confusion,
in a pile of
never ending depression.

Why aren’t you happy for me?
I changed for you.
Everything.

The clothes i wear and my weight.
You said i was a little big
And now that i’m smaller
I’m a terrible person?
I thought you guys liked “petite” girls.

How hard do i have to work
for you to understand
that i love you.

I harm myself for you.
If i feel immense pain now,
i will never feel pain again.

You really aren’t helping me.
You say you want me to get better.
But i can’t do it without you.

Ervy tinhg is mexid up.
I can olny feel bteter wtih you
How mcuh tmies do i need to tlel you?
I LVOE YOU.

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ET%20CAUGHT%0AYOU%20HAVE%20IGNORED
%20ME%20AND%20I%27M%­20MAD%0AYOU%20DO
N%27T%20DATE%20AND%20YET%20YOU%20ST
ILL%20DON%27­T%20WAN%27T%20ME%3F%0A%0A

What do you want from me?
You can’t leave me like this.






I’m alone.



Not again.




Not me.

i think i am getting somewhere with this stuff.
if you have a good voice, please send a recording of you reading this.
thanks!
Nicole Dec 6

Shove me down your throat
swallow me whole
so that I may escape
this carousel traveling at lightning speed.

I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.
I need help.
I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.
Please help.
I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.
I will be here waiting for you.
I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.

I am nothing.

I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.I am alone.
pleaselookat no hope lost as well
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