I said I was sorry I lied
because my Truth clenched your throat so tight, I immediately let it go and made myself feel the shame;
How dare sit and I watch your lips turn blue to purple and simply marvel at how beautifully they seemed to resemble the sky turn day to night?
I said I was sorry I loved and blackened my heart to match the pit of your soul your eyes let slip,
and I was disgusted with myself as you tugged and toiled at my soul, and I let you.
My love was always real, and my words always true;
Deep down I knew you knew.
I'm not sorry you're broken 'cause I'm more broken than you.
I'm not sorry you made me think I'm what broke you;
I'm just sorry I let you
I'm not sorry you made me feel like I left you,
I'm just sorry I let you.
An apology to myself for all the things I had no business being sorry about, but felt it anyway