Guarded by the beautiful trees I sit Dwelling in the sun My chest being warmed My eyes closed "Trust me", sings the soft breeze As I surrender to the being To the moment To birds' and nature's sounds around me Peacefully Healing...
One day I woke up. I woke up to the reality that the life as I once knew was shedding and I will never be the same.....
I can not speak for everybody, but I can speak for myself. One day I woke up to the fact that I did not want to keep singing the same classic blues of a troubled past. That I no longer wanted dance to a beat of another heartbreak, that I no longer wanted to fight for my worth and that I belong in this world. That I wanted to be in the moment and acceptance of being. You might ask, what does that have to do with suppressed emotions? For me that I suppressed how much that I was hurting. That I had to keep on a mask to show I was worthy. That I had to pretend to much that I was ok, when I wasn't. That as I begin to wake up, If my actions were that impactful while hurting.. Lets thinks about how impactful they are if I am healed. They say there are three sides of a story. Your truth, their Truth and The Truth. Well My truth is what I can walk in. And If the past was just that painful what are ways I can change the story to become impactful...
Have society become obsessed with living in pain. The addiction is real.. hope one day we can heal.
In the dark, In pain, In sorrow, I see you walking beside me, Catching all my tears away, Turning it into pearls, Telling me my worth, But having you is more worth than this.
In the rays of light, In healing, In happiness, I can't see your sadness anymore, As I look into your eyes, I see brighter days with you, Rainy weather may intrude, But we will just dance in the midst of it.
No one knows the tears I cry at night no one knows the pain I always fight no one knows the love I suppress No one knows the lies I try to dress I want someone to see me and not my body see my soul rather than my being stop touching me and just feel my feelings stop talking and please help me start healing I promise we can bear the weight of the world if you knew me
what to do when you're done being mad? what to do when you're done blaming yourself and other people? what to do when you're done being sad? what to do when you're done confronting the painful memories? what to do when you've sobered up? what to do when you're finally healed?
I have fought the good fight. Now give me the good times.