Isabel 1d
One day everything was fine,
The next you were gone.

You didn't come anymore,
You didn't talk anymore,
You didn't even text back anymore.

Poof, you were gone in a blink of an eye.
No warning,
No signs,
No nothing.
You just disappeared.

I guess one could say it was gradual,
But when something happens,
Does it really feel like that?

I don't know what to do anymore.
We're all left hanging on a thin rope
Waiting for your next move,
A sign,
Something to lead us all out of this misery you've brought us into.

The worst part
Is that it happened before,
Then why, oh why did we fail to see it again?

For all we know we could have stopped it,
but here we are back to base one.
Staring at your helpless battle,
Staring at it behind a glass door,
That is locking us out,
preventing us from helping you fight that battle.
right now my chest feels like it has 100 bricks laying across it, my head feels like it weighs 100 pounds and it's going to tip over. We're back where we were when we first started and it's a shame that this is where we've landed. Time after time after time again I have tried to fix this, tried to fix us, tried to fix you. I couldn't save you from yourself, I couldn't save us from this disaster. You aren't the only one to blame, I know I could have done more, I could have forced you to get the help you needed in the beginning, but you didn't want to, you never did. I hope now that I'm leaving you realize you are not okay, that you have never been okay. You're broken and that's alright, just stop trying to pretend you haven't shattered into a million pieces already. You were my world, my moon, the current in my ocean. My soul has never felt more at home in your arms. We loved each other in another life and maybe that was enough, maybe a previous lifetime spent loving you was enough.
Maybe it was enough.
I never wanted to leave you.
This rhyme is here to inform you
my services you no longer avail
I'm heading out too retirement
please find this note, in your mail

I've loved my time spent here
like a nail I took too the head
I'm now goin to the unknown
looking forward to what lies ahead

Thank you for all of the fish
waving my towel for a ride
fulfilling my last happy wish
no need to cry, or reply

But this everyone knows
I'll be blamed for it all
everything that ever goes wrong
even though, it was never
my call
Two more weeks in apathy land
I know I'll dance out the door
working here both boring and bland
I just can't take
Feeding addictions with a blissful kiss
A cigarette's pressed to my lips
Exhale the smoke into the cold
Disappear into the air, become dull

Stand here with a hopeless sense of fortune
In the distances of imagination, I'm reclined
The corner of my eyes start to glisten
But everything isn't like it is in my mind

If I could take better to seclusions
And I didn't need what little attachment I had
I wouldn't be chasing after delusions
Wishing I could take you all back

Taking you back to when things were alright
Maybe that's stretching the truth...
But things were okay, sort of, not quite
Didn't matter, doesn't matter. I miss you

I take another deep breath from the cigarette
And think on the days our group once had
A small group of delinquents
What I wouldn't do to have all that.

What I wouldn't do to take you all back.
Sometimes, you get attached when going through the motions; if only that weren't the case.
Nyx 2d

The light thumps of feet sound through the building
Wondering upon a staircase
Ascending to the top
Into a quiet classroom
The first upon the right
The thumping becomes clicks
Echoing gently across the room
Fingers brushing against the cool marble
Mind flooding with memories
Every moment recollected

Seated upon an old desk
A reflection of the past
An outlandish design inked upon his skin
Her hand gracefully lining his
leaving a hue of warmth behind
Two hearts entwined
Surrounded by people
Muted voices and soft chanting
A world enclosed to the pair

Fading into reality
Tears blossoming in her eye
Bitter bite of the present
Icy chill of the room
Sympathetic light streaming in
Enlightening the dull room

Music graced the air from her phone
The sweet tempered rhyme
Imprisoning her
Coursing through body and soul
His melody and tune

The numbing cold becoming pleasant
The silence no longer dwelled
And for a fleeting moment
Just as though he were present
Dear lover,
How are you? From the looks of it you're happier than ever.
I have never seen you smile the way you do now that you're with her.
She looks so sweet and so kind, and I am so happy for you.
Yet my heart still aches for you lover, my body still craves the feeling of your skin. My mouth is withdrawing from the taste of your lips, and my hair hasn't felt the same since you last ran your fingers through it. You look like you're drinking less, you look like you're spending time doing things that genuinely bring you happiness, my only question is why couldn't it have been with me?
I'm so happy you've finally found her, but I wish it were me.
Weeks had passed.
Cloudy days had gone.
Snows had fallen and melting.

A new day is coming.

The sun is peaking,
And I'm still missing something.

Another day must come,
And I'm still searching.

Unlikely, delusional that YOU will still be around.
From weeks until now, I know that You are gone.
From 80 streaks to no talking neither streaks.
My desire for you is gone,
Like the blazing red sun at dawn.
It was there for a fleeting moment,
But now sadly everything’s done.
A ruba'i.
Tomorrow is literally always a day away,
call her Laura Tomorrow make no mistake,
because as she arrives she starts to fade,
she’s thee greatest love that you’ve ever made,

and I swear to God,
I don’t mean that to sound too cliche,
‘cause her Style is so Wild,
that I don’t know how to behave,

not a master,
nor a slave,
of anyone,
other than my one fate,

intoxicated faded,
sedated medicated,
it’s amazing all the difference,
a single day did,

I thought that I’d made it,
until I found my self in an Alone Silence,
see the bigger the house the more lonely it feels,
the more window panes the more hanging curtains,

the taller the walls the smaller I feel,
dark alone not even sure what the point is,
a self created health related paranoia,
feeling mixed up was a schitzo that’s double jointed,

designed my defenses so well,
that I can’t even escape it,
built walls so tall and disguises so well,
that I can’t even recognize myself when I’m naked,

take it,
or don’t,
what’s the worth of being a genius,
if all it makes is a poem,

I’m thrown,
off the throne,
naked and alone,

well not alone,
but also not at home,
I try the phone but there’s no dial-tone,
then the next moment I am frozen,

can’t move,
forget the breath,
remember only the memory of a memory,
forget the rest,

no place to rest,
no rest assured,
no rest stops on the road of life,
no lines only blurs,

what has occurred,
and what was the worth,
were you given the cure,
or were you made worse,
is it better to be late,
or is it better to be first,
is it better to be paid,
or is it better to be hurt,
is it better to be said,
or written in a verse,

written in a verse,
this is the love and yeah love hurts,
we take a risk,
every time we love first,

and she’s like a dream,

dreaming of a better day,
leaving all my yesterdays,
ironic how the Brightest Lights,
can be the first to fade…

is literally always a day away,
call her Laura Tomorrow,
make no mistake,
because as she arrives,
she starts to fade,
she’s thee greatest love,
that you’ve ever made,

is literally always a day away,
call her Laura Tomorrow,
make no mistake…

∆ Aaron LA Lux ∆

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