How can you be happier when you're happy but not okay?
You're so content and so in awe of this new thing,
but when do you start to feel okay?
Smiles don't tell you how you feel.
Being happy and being okay seems like a good pair,
so why do they feel so far apart?
It's all so new.
You expect so much to change,
but it hardly does.
It's crazy that you're even part of this,
things like this never happen to you.
And it all seems so out of reach,
but here you are.
How did someone like you get so happy?
One thing still won't escape your mind,
how can you be happier when you're happy but not okay?
It's hard not to know what you're feeling,
and harder to ignore how you feel.