a 22h

She was determined and depressed
She was motivational and melancholy
She was happy and heart broken

All wrapped with a bright red bow on top.

She had the love of her life
She had the world's most fabulous mother
She had the most inspirational best friend ever, strong and fighting the odds.
She had this smile of light and a life to be lived.

Why did her brain have to tell her otherwise?

Dharker 1d

It's been awhile
Since I've expressed
What truly weighs
Down on my chest
Many years  
to have to recollect  
When you left
Memories arise
Thinking I found you
In these haunting times
Yet you are still only a ghost
That feels so real to me

With days passing
In a blink of an eye
I wonder if you would of changed your mind
Now seeing from the other side
How we all felt about your leaving

It hurts
Man does it hurt
It hurts
To see you go

Trying to smile
Yes, we have to smile
Through tears
you have left us in

Suicide- When I find myself thinking about the sadness and deep despair someone has to feel to leave so many in question. Leaving behind aches of wonderment of why. Why did they not see their worth. The love. The fulfillment of the after math of when everyone comes together because of how much you influenced them and changed their lives. To show honesty in yourself, because doing that could of changed the outcome of the decision process you thought would be an easier way out, actually effected worse than if you had just taken the time to stop shrugging your shoulders and saying you are fine when you are not.

it simply is not the answer.
Ask for help.
No one wants to see anyone they love feel like they are not wanted in this life.

Silent feet on the floor
Like the drops of rain that pour
When you suddenly came
And stood in front of me
The time stopped
Our eyes locked
Everything went black and white
Except the colors of your face
Then my words left me
I stayed there...

Loud echoes of the smiles
The warmth of your accent
Took my voice
Bent my heart
I could hear nothing anymore
I could bear nothing else
Everything meant meaningless
Except for the look in your eyes
And my peace left me
I stayed there...

I remember nothing you said
I have forgotten what I replied
All I can conjure up from that moment
All that I can remember is
How the air felt
How my skin got to melt
Everything seemed out of focus
Except for you being there
When you walked away, my soul left me
I stayed there...

The night's venom bore through my skull.
The seduction to comply with its demand.
A tempting offer,
with a kind skeleton to show me the way.
His bones were cracked,
but still intact.
His boney smile did not seem so different from my own.
His hand gently enveloped mine as he dragged me along.
The beautiful fields he leads me through caught my eye,
the blues and purples of the field seemed to blend with the sky.
A moon falling on the horizon,
yet darkness still filled the sky.
He stumbled over his own feet.
You would think,
if he’s long enough to be a skeleton,
he should know how to walk.

Everything is imperfect-
The space
Between your eyes.
The crooked white
Inside your half-smile.
The choppy,
Paper-cutting scissor bangs
That frame your face.

You chopped them late
In a dim lit bathroom.
Flickering neon against the blade.

Tucking tounge under breath,
Chunks of midnight strands
Refracting grey-silver dreams
Fell to the floor like splinters
Hurled from breaking wood.

With crescent moons
Formed on each cheek,
The mirror smiled.

You do have this smile
Soft like the cherry blossoms
And sweet like ice cream


with just one smile from you, my heart flutters like the cherry blossoms ♡

Beyond the cracked wall light seeps through

Casting holes on the ground in the shadow

Its hollow mouth is walled off with woods from the meadow

And despite the workers pleas and efforts to remove it

The wall persisted in destruction

But cast its light on the flowers beyond the rock veil

Like a loaded gun,
there's a smile on his lips,
waiting to be released,
and when it bursts,
it's infectious.

Like the glowing sun
I start my days with a smile
And thoughts about you


together with a book on my hands and thoughts of you...that's how my morning starts
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