i remember that sunset drive. cascades of light that folded in between our hands. and i watched you close your hands against mine. i watched the light between our hands fade — into nothing. pulling back was the only course i took to save us, but you will never know that, will you? it was on that drive did I realize... love is such a jading feeling.
when did you lose interest? i should give up, but how?
Slowly falling into the growing darkness Trying every day to hold my memories tight My friends of many years fading into blackness Nothing is staying in the light Childhood memories disappear Will I also lose who I am That is my biggest fear
Yes I got all your texts. And I’m guarded, expecting your next. Yes I’m fine! But how would you know? Frozen in time, don’t know how to respond. Okay fine - You got me, just like you always do. I’m losing my mind, I guess I’m not fine at all.
Today will pass And so will the days that follow after. It will not be the same, But it will be okay. The pain stings, numbs, and sometimes Leaves a stain, But you have to make sure None of this is in vain. Don’t meet it with eyes that analyze And try to quantify the pain, There’s only so much you will discover All to your disdain. Sometimes it feels as though you’re not worthy Of making good things last, But that’s why the present is the present, And the past, is the past.
Said forever isn't my word never knew you would turn it into a sword digging deeper until it hurts Though our fights were the worse cause there were actually never the fights. But now i see this empty space, it feels like an ultimate sway just to chase I told myself it's over, good and enough but then again i wish it was none
and as you comes by all my thoughts flys away as if like they never exist all my compliants seals away as if like they were meant to be all my hurt heals away as if like it have to be I'm telling it that was good and enough and it denys as if it is all rough. craving and hoping for renewal