For once i thought,For once i wonder
***** i ought ,***** i ponder
I pry and seek the meaning of both
No wonder i probe that lies beneath
The cause ,The purpose ,the sense underneath
I sail unsteadily among these shores
Wandering aimlessly until i find
The quest hidden under this core
What words described to let it mean
The power of will ,the powerof resolve ,
Doth Fortitide you see
The call of pray,the call of plea,
Doth implore the means
The call of faith,belief,creed and religious lores
What do you mean! What do you mean!
Tis' these words you fancy thou let them feel
Every ounce feeling they might make you feel
I call again Shall we rely
Blindly only to this wavering faith
Nor has it made you act but only hath made you plea
You plea !You plea! You beg those prays
Never have they let you find your live
The passion ,Desire hidden beneath
The pleas and prays are the call of weak
Have faith in God firm and resoulte
Then stand upon your buried dreams
You fear not but Forthwith your desires
Those you want to claim and keep
And Oh My Lord ,Beneficient and Praised
Carries my voice ,my strength ,my will
Determined he raises me upon myself
Thy O'man Find and Desire,Crave thyself
Never afraid ,Never feared
Beseech thy purpose unstain thy prones
Stand uptall nought Befall
Have virtue,Vigour
Unleash your oaths
Tie them firm with creeds of god
Never let it waver
Nor let it perish
God shall ild
God shall grant
Thy passion thou will
Nor rely on prays,Nor depend upon pleas
Have faith within!
Have faith within!
Nor let it die
Nor let it befall
Nor let thy implore
Face and cope through Vales through yore..
                     _tsuki no ume~

There won’t be more tears and wailing
About that things which can’t be back.
We’ve gone without fake feelings.
What for? Just wipe with no regret
A quarter of out life’s road
Like the last out main word.
We can shake up what have been or not.
Why should we rip up for ought?

You’re right there’s no need to be penitent
If love is drunk out at all.
We should close it, blink and move next.
We have only one life after all!
And there’s something big and visible,
What lies ahead for you anyway.
Just gain ground and don’t look behind,
As if I've never been on your way.

But I beg! I conjure! I pray you!
Never look for me again.
I’m gone, I’m dried, I’m disappered
Like a burned out candle-end.

Oh God, I already knew from the first moment I met you that I would never be like the kids of my age: every night I went to my knees and prayed, it was not a prayer of peace, nor of tranquility, in fact I remember crying and sometimes screaming: ''My God deliver me from this flesh, from this sinful body and let me go with you''. Meanwhile the sweet little friends of mine slept in their homes, not knowing anything.

Let's us pray for the
Sick and suffering today
And I will light a candle for
Them every night and
I pray for solace for a balm to ease
The aching places where my spirit bleeds
And Lord Jesus Christ of Nazerath
Your healing touch I humbly pray and your
Eternal hope and love lights up the day.