You mugged my heart in the worst way,
You hurt me more than I ever could myself.
You stabbed me with words,
Leaving me silenced.
You made me beg on my knees,
Humiliating me all over again.
But I still forgive you,
By coming back.
I got played by your lies,
Pursuing me with your intentions.
Tracking down my weakest spot,
Taking advantage of my brand new emotion.
You make me mad for your touch.
But most of all, you make me want to die.
I’ve now stopped caring,
Just like the way you never cared.
You keep coming back with you excuses,
But this time you won’t leave with my heart again.
I slammed the door to my heart shut,
I locked it by carrying on.
The past I’ll never forget,
And the future I’ll never let you ruin.
I still can’t forget the scars you’ve given me,
So I’m regretting never hurting you.
You left me alone all the time,
And now I’m never staying.
Said he hated me but still cared
I don't know why
Told me about the sadness in my eyes
He said im in love and got me suprised
I looked into his eyes and time went by
Now he's gone
I don't know why
Now i'm sad it makes me cry
No one's there to look into my eyes
There's no more happiness
I don't know why
I'm gonna wait
I don't know why.
This is a heart
It buckles and comes unfastened
By trembling hands that search and grope
For words escaped through languid lips
As promises forgot left scattered between sheets
Turn to pearls and diamonds under the weight of worn heartbeats
Like a single raindrop in a sea of emotion
Dreams are empty hours wasted on missed devotion
Then seduction is love
And love becomes lust
As desire takes on a fleshly form.
Kitne aur zakhm, dikhao ge mujhe
Gir kar kabhi bhi, na pasakoge mujhe
Teri kismat mei mein nahi, koi aur hai
Tu mera sanam nahi, na jane tu kaun hai
Har waqt aazmate ho, apni mohobat mujh par
Lekin raham kar,
Chala ja mujhe meri haal par chor kar...
How many more scars will you show me
Even if you fall, you will not be able to seek me
I am not your fate, but there's someone who is
You are not my lover, nor do I know you please
Everytime you test your love on me with keen
But have mercy,
Leave me alone in whatever situation I might be in...
It's me again.
Remember the monsters you used to check for underneath my bed?
It turns out they are all inside my head.
I know you couldn't see them at first,
I couldn't either,
But I heard them whisper,
I heard them chatter,
They listened to me weep.
I don't think you understand,
I know I'm not a child anymore,
But the underside of my bed is all cleaned out,
Yet they still remain.
Light switches turned off.
You have to go?
With the lights turned low,
You shut your door,
I'm all alone.
What about the monsters, mother?
I know you can't see them,
But I hear them,
I listen to them,
I no longer weep.
You said they weren't there,
I believed you.
You said it was the nights anticipation,
But it was my damnation.
You're still not listening to me.
They're inside my head,
I have this sudden feeling of dread,
I have to get this feeling off my chest,
Lay me to rest.
That is my last request.
A daunting abyss
Where one reminds themselves of loneliness
Bliss becomes a wish
Where a dish is served cold
It becomes spoiled covered in mold
Scold one soul
Until no longer bold
Spiraling out of control
No one to console
Future foretold by a power
When I was six years old
Duplicitous with one's reality
Life symbolizes a formality
Waiting for the formaldehyde to be injected into me
If you forget me
Someday I will send
the flow of memory
To your doorsteps
I will not bind them
in my 3 a.m. poetry
I now walk in sands
under the scorching sun
Unknown green lawns
kiss my bare feet
No one to wave hand
at the end of the road
That’s where I swirl on glide
Moment’s been buried
I cried before dying
Alone in the cold journey
Moon spread her long curtain
To lit the candle on grass
for the sweetest ambiance_
Darkest place of mind recites poetry
while searching for
A brave reason to write a story
I light up the candle
trifling flames smile at me
I burn them silently
Notepad stares at me
I promise to laugh again
Black coffees are less bitter
Than the sincere web of
Trust dies faithfully
Years from now
If you forget me
I smile back to your
With Moon dance
under a moonlit night
I set you free
Faded best memory
I walk alone in streets
Feeling loneliness again
A saddened heart forever
Sweeping over her
As the fire ablaze
Laughter the the world
We once held her
Sailing away from her
I feel the pain
Would give anything to be with her
Who cares I do you're not with me
And forever I shall be alone.
Nothing could ever scare me
Or hurt me for that matter
With no intentions to bow to the weak and inconsiderate idea of fear
No moment is too big
No journey too long
I a m u n s t o p p a b l e
Nothing on this earth could ever stop me
Or make me quiver
Fear will never stand in my way
For a thousand years I will stand tall
Never to back down from anything
There is nothing I can imagine that would ever scare me
Until that day
The day you left