This is a heart
It buckles and comes unfastened

By trembling hands that search and grope
For words escaped through languid lips

As promises forgot left scattered between sheets
Turn to pearls and diamonds under the weight of worn heartbeats

Like a single raindrop in a sea of emotion
Dreams are empty hours wasted on missed devotion

Then seduction is love
And love becomes lust
As desire takes on a fleshly form.

~ ~ ~

I always think I was destined to be alone, but whenever he smiles at me and takes my hand then pulls me into a world of Imagination. He makes me think that I was destined to be alone. Me. Just me. I am alone by his side.

Hello, mother,
It's me again.
Remember the monsters you used to check for underneath my bed?
It turns out they are all inside my head.
Mother,
I know you couldn't see them at first,
I couldn't either,
But I heard them whisper,
I heard them chatter,
They listened to me weep.
I don't think you understand,
No, mother,
I know I'm not a child anymore,
But the underside of my bed is all cleaned out,
Yet they still remain.
Empty pockets,
Unopened boxes,
Light switches turned off.
Mother,
Help,
They're intensifying,
They're horrifying,
And they're-
Oh.
You have to go?
With the lights turned low,
You shut your door,
I'm all alone.
What about the monsters, mother?
I know you can't see them,
I know,
But I hear them,
I listen to them,
I no longer weep.
You said they weren't there,
I believed you.
You said it was the nights anticipation,
But it was my damnation.
Mother,
You're still not listening to me.
Yes,
They're inside my head,
I have this sudden feeling of dread,
I have to get this feeling off my chest,
Mother.
Lay me to rest.
That is my last request.

If you forget me
      Eventually_
         Someday I will send
            the flow of memory
         To your doorsteps  
      I will not bind them
in my 3 a.m. poetry

I now walk in sands
   under the scorching sun
      Sometimes
       Unknown green lawns
    kiss my bare feet
After years

No one to wave hand
  at the end of the road
    That’s where I swirl on glide
      Moment’s been buried
       Wishes crying
          I cried before dying
            Turning blue
               Alone in the cold journey
         Moon spread her long curtain
     To lit the candle on grass
for the sweetest ambiance_

Darkest place of mind recites poetry
      while searching for
         A brave reason to write a story
           I light up the candle
     trifling flames smile at me
I burn them silently

Notepad stares at me
    I promise to laugh again
         Black coffees are less bitter
      Than the sincere web of
     beloved's lies
Trust dies faithfully

Years from now
      If you forget me
          I smile back to your
             Broken promises
          With Moon dance
        under a moonlit night
    I set you free
Your
Faded best memory

I
     AM
                FEARLESS
Nothing could ever scare me
Or hurt me for that matter
With no intentions to bow to the weak and inconsiderate idea of fear
No moment is too big
No journey too long
I      a m        u n s t o p p a b l e
Nothing on this earth could ever stop me
Or make me quiver
Fear will never stand in my way
For a thousand years I will stand tall
Never to back down from anything
There is nothing I can imagine that would ever scare me


Well....


                



Until that day






The day you left