I remember cooking for two. Last Sunday afternoon,
the stove light hit the fritz. Same bulb I ******* in the night before you called it quits. By Tuesday, the burner I simmered onions on had begun to rust away. Wet metal tears, as I sacrificed the dish we loved to the microwave. Round and round it went. Watching, as the plastic peeled and bent; remember treating you with the same contempt. Left with soggy slop and goo; starved for love, I eat my heart out with a spoon.
Love is food we blindly consume.
bereft of emotions
a dull thud in her chest dearly missing someone she hasn't even met is that what they call loneliness now?
my heart has learnt to move to the rhythm of your touch
your fingers wave the spell, and it starts to dance sweeps across my skin, and it slips into a trance it has memorised the steps, and remains mesmerised even now, long after the puppet strings have been cut, still it sways to the memory of our dance, any song sending it flying, mystified. forgive its foolishness; it is too familiar, it is too easily reminded.
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, some dreams can keep you thinking for a billion years:--)
the pure turquoise shivers diamonds down my spine torture to the power I stand naked in line endgame towards that brown cluster mind surrounds that shrieking sound to her to him undeniably I **** that escape for no more a huge leftover on my soured piano box in a vein core a question I ponder concerning my slate am I even ready to lead the way of knows on this plate??? or even a remember of that cursed undestined for them for us to be a far away excluded fate --------ravenfeels
why did you leave me?
we had so much to do yet you still left like you had nothing to lose
i miss you so much
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, somethings I just couldn't stop writing about:)
steps echoed down the stairs bringing a wild relief to his blare approach of silence to regret the resilience of an unspoken battle of illicit stares in defiance embrace of warmth heartens the overdosing serenity hold of love for the first time in months bringing safe havens to my desperate soul magnificently ------ravenfeels
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, dreaming is my official drug;}
some wound some abuse came to an ache a demand things I wont suppose an understand ought for them to **** brought to me bruised with arms no one to fill why does it make me mad quickly to the rush if your eyes I hand corner stances of broken promises landing to your palm scratches I seem to beg my lips to kiss to calm I hate to admit it but I got it bad to that devilish sword whispers of magic into my mind taste of words cutting my limbs in crap drowning my heavens in a trap cause maybe then I dream on the moment unpast unseen think your feels would come to me horror of a real I disbelieve or not come to the sleeping nights I don't need or not embrace the lots adore me in free fly my stars to a miraculous scene so resented so loved yet so hard to redeem -------ravenfeels
Every day I try running away from you,
but that pulls me to the fake promises u made days back. Every day I try to find a reason to hate you, But you make me fall more. Every night when the silence wails, I miss your voice. Every night when the cold creeps in, I miss the warmth you were to me. Not a day goes by When I didn’t search for you. Not a day goes by When I didn’t want you to go. The clock stops Brings me back to you The heart races I just miss the me I was with you. You said you left me and goodbye, But I never accepted it, I tell the others that I want answers But all I want is your arms. I didn’t know I was in love, But now that there’s no you, It gets harder to bleed for a void. I was ready to cross the ocean, but u saw me drown in it, you didn't have to say it back, because I knew you would never love me. but you lied, and let me choke in the Lala land I was building for us.
We both built brick walls in front of us
From time to time we push one brick out To see the other, but we always miss We never look in the right place...
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, God brings into your life the people that you need-- then takes them away when no longer needed but rather wanted--so aching to realize a life savior after years:]
Dana Dana she child she friend tanned with a brown horizon skirting down her face down her drowns curling from the first rays from the kid days brought to her no she brought to me above from the heavenly skies below from the wild seas off the chain not ought for a long stance for a remain yet that year that she guided her love to me things I never thought a life saving would be a miraculous human when no one cared in miserable matters a lucky charm when the whole bracelet was scattered now not in the place to stay she been destined to leave yet I wish I told her how much she meant how much I feel hearts ache when the Disney twinkling stars she visits in the nights so pure so nice memories trail they miss it -------ravenfeels