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I know that he's happy wherever he's. He's lucky that he still have someone writing about him lol! I have promised myself not to do this but I realized that we never stop loving people. So I guess writing seldom how I feel won’t hurt. Many things have changed since we parted ways. Months after we cut our connection, I felt abandoned. So from then, I am not echoing my ache to people anymore. I found some of them unreliable. There are little things that I’ve been hiding to myself though I talk about him. And as I conceal them, they are outgrowing me already. And I have to check myself everyday if these flaws slip from my clothes.
     Time has passed and I feel like everything was just coined in a blink of an eye. The radiance he gave was still haunting. I probably need a closure to answer these things I’ve been asking myself for so long. I still wish him all the happiness in the world for him to deserve them. And if God permits, I hope he’d conspire all the roads for our paths to meet. I will be happy seeing him but I don’t know if I’m ready yet. One thing is for sure though — I won’t break my promise. I would still accompany him when we meet.
Excerpts from the letter I'll never write.
Mark Sep 12
Liking all the latest pics
From the keyboard of my device
Posting all the time
Push a button to make a dime
Gathering members from afar
I'm a star

Why did he have to reinvent the book
By typing right here, everything you need
He plugged us in, created social network for greed
The info guru of the whole **** world
That's why he had to reinvent the book

We feel your caution behind the firewall
Finding an app to help us all
It's paradise when your video goes viral
Accepting new friends you've never met
Want to make a bet?

Why did he have to reinvent the book
By typing right here, everything you need
He plugged us in, created social network for greed
The info guru of the whole **** world
That's why he had to reinvent the book

Making it feel more like a celebration
Spreading the likes and dislikes
To a whole new generation
More like New World Order of sanitisation

That's why he had to
That's why he had to
That's why he had to, reinvent the book.
My favorite stuffed animal
Is Roof Roof

Shhhhh!
Don't tell the others
Nick Jr. gets jealous and Elle
The elephant never
Forgets

Mommy got Roof Roof
For me in a hard time when
A lot of my trauma
Was coming up
Again for the
1st time

Roof Roof is
Always there
For me

Mommy goes to work
And me and Roof Roof
Adventure together

Get into trouble or
Make up new
Worlds or
New
Words
Or New
Anything but
Always new!

Roof ♡ Roof
Has a heart on his left foot

This is his most important feature!
When I have a panic attack
He's there to
Comfort
Me

And for me
It's a matter of when
Not if
I have a panic attack
They find me

And

Roof Roof always there!
I trace the heart on his
Foot with my hand

And I think to myself
It OK
Mommy loves me
It OK
Mommy will take care of me
It OK
I just need to wait a little bit

Longer

I bring Roof Roof with me
Everywhere
He came with me to
Denver last month

To Las Vegas
The trip before that

He's starting to fall apart
Just like I am
But
I love him too
Much too ever toss him out
This poem was written by
BSP with Eevee's help
----
BSP stands for Big Sweet Pea
He is the alter in our system that carries
The most trauma

Mommy Carrot is my wife
----
He is also the alter who takes
The best photos
Whenever you are chasing,
Dreams over dreams.
Sometimes it's good to wake up from sleep,
It may hurt you for a long,
But it's better to start like a creep.
Starting from small to hunt big,
Needs you to sacrifice all your greed.
Rising from poverty gives you happiness,
But falling from royality is a huge matter of grief.
Starry Sep 1
The love we shared
With each other
Has gone to hell
And back
Now our love
Forms the stars
Of the Dippers
Starry Aug 29
It three
Triangles
I see the
Great dipper
In the day time
Is this some rare aroura
Or my imagination
Seeing the Dipper
At high noon.
Mark Wanless Aug 26
the stone rock statue
is larger than me
but not all

i admire the tall and big
a power of flesh
they will save our lives

i eat their food
warmed by the fire
i slowly think

weak and small no woman
wants to be my mate
and i do not care

we are here, i think, somewhere
and i speak carefully
their anger forms if i speak to much

i am warm and thinking
thanks to big and tall
i try to help us all
Starry Aug 26
When I sit on
the front deck of my
Housr
One September evening
I see
Seven moths
Fly up and form
What looked like
The Big dipper
Amazing.
Starry Aug 26
I take a cup of coffee
With sugar and cream
When I look
At my cup I realize there is night scenery
In it instead of coffee
Should I drink this art.
Cat Lynn Aug 25
When they call me a brat...
They ignore the fact...
That to me...
Being a brat means that I'm trying to be someone who is...

B - Building
R - Righteously
A - Although
T - Terrorized and
T - Terrified
...so say it to my face... I know I am a Bratt
I know i struggle
I know i can be cold at times..
But please know I am trying to keep my eyes on Him and what I really need to focus on
So forgive me for being scared
Forgive me for being unfair
But i am trying to sort out my emotions
And focus more on Him...
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