Melancholic ties pull left and right as tears are held back. Aching throat screaming; lights are always in the distance and waves crash nearby. An eagle is circling this patch of blue sky and a sweet fragrance is still in the air. a profound disbelief attaches itself much like this worn out smile.
where do you escape, when you're trapped, when you're held captive, by your own thoughts, where do you hide, when you're exposed, and all your feelings, are on the floor, where do you run, when you're chased, by your worst nightmares.
Sometimes, it is the worst to keep your tears in. But sometimes, you can't stand that familiar feeling on your skin. I don't want to cry, but this fear, frustration, anger, sadness, and pain just gives me more rain. I don't want to cry, I want to hide it. Sometimes, I cannot.
I still miss you Out of habit You are my first After all And since then My heart is different Ever since we end it Am different And have been trying To hide my heart So **** hard That i have been building Walls and walls Around me So no one No one Could ever break me Like you did How you made me feel So weak, Vulnerable Hopeless, Broken My walls were doing fine Before u came back I hate that you have That control over me Over my heart I Hate It