There must be madness swirling inside me My stomach aches A sickly urge in the back of my throat I imagine it whirls around in my blood Surging through my body like morphine It spreads to my hands at first A tremble of my fingers slipping glass from my hold It glitters before my eyes i feel it travel to my forearms creeping up into my biceps Scars reopen and red spills My fingers now coated in crimson Then it's clogged my chest all to fast It's getting harder to breathe but still my lungs fill with air Heart squeezing, ribs popping out of place Yet my body stays the same From there it splits in two ways One drips down into my stomach then pooling in my feet and weighing me down The other creeps up my neck Taking the oxygen from my head It starts to spill out my eyes In tears of panic And i remember the ways to stay sane None of them work now Nothing is working now
Imagine if nobody felt pain? Would any of us be left sane? Why do I say so? Because once upon a time, There lived a stranger. In order to quench his thirst, He drank boiling water. And to quench his hunger, He lusciously chewed his mouth. Once upon another time, A little girl lived in a famine. The night-snake came and bit her. But unlike you, she didn't throb. And deemed that he was simply playing Both of those people plunged into pain. Yet, they never felt pain. Instead, they unknowingly became inhumane. So thank God for having a conscious brain.
Is there such a thing called not feeling pain? Yes, unfortunately. People with the extremely rare disease known as Congenital insensitivity to pain and anhydrosis (****) causes people to go through this sort of torture. Unconsciously, they self-harm themselves which leads to a short life span. The ability to feel pain is a blessing, indeed...
What is the real meaning of being ‘sane’? I know this may sound a little lame Maybe even somewhat strange I can assure you though I don’t mean to be so vague I’m just curious You could say a little bit furious To think I have not experienced it Sanity What it really is To be Sane I’d like to know if it means peace To be a little bit more at ease Just wait Maybe even some space Time where you get to take a break From all the stresses Things that often seem depressing A time to finally get to know yourself At your own pace Not stuck in third place Not stuck at all I mean This is no race Life is not a chase For something more We can’t keep battling To escape Our minds Our thoughts But most of all Ourselves When we’re already spectacular Despite all the factors Some of life’s minor disasters That make it so hard to believe Maybe we were already free Before the battles of life came by to make us mean Now we’re not so keen So please If you know Help me out I’d love to know What it really means To be Sane In today’s Day and age
I'm insane Yes , I'm not in the right state of mind I wanted to **** myself yesterday I want to **** someone today All i see is death all i see is pain The world is so dark So does my soul I'm breathing but I'm dead inside I feel no sympathy I feel no mercy This is my reality I feel no passion I feel no emotion This is insanity And i am insane I am a psychopath But i haven't lost it all Am i sane If i say ,i am still breathing Am i sane If I say , i haven't killed myself yet Am i sane If i say , i haven't killed God yet The agony of losing loved ones The agony of life long sufferings The agony of all the failures The Agony of all the regrets I feel numb, disappointed, and lonely And It's making me insane You Know That Being Happy Is Easier Said Than Done happiness is just too much work And I'm too lazy to work on it Are these the signs of being insane Or am i still sane Standing still with all my insanity my sanity is in that I haven't screamed yet I haven't cried yet I haven't killed somebody yet , haha I'm struggling to stay sane and not go insane Can i ask you... What makes a difference between being sane or Insane?
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