The girl opened her eyes. She looked up. Then she made a wish.
She wished to feel, To see, To breath. She wished that life would become beautiful again.
From her point of view , The world was dead. Dead or dying.
She wished that , People would be kinder. That little girls would never know the same pain that plagues her at night. The kind of pain that only occurs, when your heart has been trampled, And your tears are dry.
i want a little love the kind you dream of when you’re a kid. late night trips around town with tired grins and sleepy eyes full of adventure. swinging on swings when you’re both adults without a care in the world. weekend trips to the mountains or to a lake we went to as kids. i want a little love that requires no effort to love one another. a guy who knows my intentions and understands my complex self. someone who remembers little things i say and do. i want a little love that has flaws so we can fix them together. little arguments we can laugh about later. going to the movie theater so we can sneak candy in and laugh together. i want someone who knows how to love me and cheer me up. i want a little love that doesn’t seem so little. i want something that’ll last a lifetime. i want memories to pass on. i want to be that old couple everyone aspires to be. maybe this little love, isn’t that little after all.
i know you are scared because you feel unsafe i know you are in pain and that you feel misplaced
please take my hand and trust me
there will come a time when you will know what happiness felt like there will come a time when you will receive the love you give to others but most important there will come a time when this pain will stop and these tears will dry
let me tell you you will recover from the thoughts that drown you and from the ways you were used to handle them you will learn to not think of everything as your fault but to find beauty in the imperfection and you will understand how much you matter
let me tell you you will be healing as the scars on your body and soul are fading you will be grateful for building up your place in life's majestic maze and you will become the person you wanted to be strong and wonderful loving and loved by so many others however by yourself at first
finally you will discover how to put together all the shattered pieces
you won't be perfect and neither will you ever want to be it again
- because now i know i'm perfect just the way i am
A rainy day A dead rose That picture on the wall My little sisters test Hanging on the fridge The project I used to stall My Polaroid camera A broken mug My mom's excuse of fun A walk outside A kitty in my lap The trophies I forgot I won A forgotten poem A silent scream A whisper of the untold true Little things Little dreams All ending with you
I believe in I I relieve monotony by sterile and guarded eyes I ingest a loftiness in peril when harder times tear into my disguise embarrassing how it thrives this terrible caustic grind
I Say the word as if it were ingrained upon the sky as if the truth imbued it's self, a pain that you confide as if I'm by your side as if you could rely on a recession of my pride as if you could rely
I gently move aside spend another night collecting threads to sow a life as if you're on my mind with seeds that need the light as if I wouldn't cry when our attentions don't collide a sit beside the fire lights a symptom of our lie a gift of yours and mine to lift a spirit high To open up our eyes to see the riffs we could align