I’m sorry I told you the things that I said I wouldn’t say Because I trusted you It took you 20 seconds alone with them to tell them I said it out of anger I said it out of fear I said it because what she did was unacceptable
And so I probably shouldn’t have told you Should have known better Because I know that I’m your best friend But being popular is more important To you And what I said was said in anger And you thought I didn’t know When I walked into the room and you fell silent The only word “snake” Or the person you were on face time to As I drove past I know when you’re lying Don’t call me ignorant
Because I didn’t mention it when you Called me fat Or called me dramatic Or spoke about my biggest secret in front of everyone else Or ignored me And stood me up So many times because fifteen minutes is not enough warning And I didn’t want to get embarrassed in front of my mother for having such a ****** friend So I sat alone In the park at night And we all know what happens to girls alone in the park at night.
But I didn’t mention it Because I didn’t want to blame you She was the irresponsible one I was just doing my job Cheering them on Doing the right thing Whilst she stared and whispered All I said was that I “expected better” And you told her because why the **** not
She’s more popular than me She’s the centre of attention She can get anyone on her side But I must have forgotten I can’t tell you that Because you’ll tell her And that **** *****.
I am aware this isn't the best but i wrote this last night after i was betrayed by my best friend after i told her something that i felt about someone and she went straight to tell them because she seeks her approval more that mine.
Lost, I wasn't looking for you In the dark, I search for you blind Looking for love, I found your appeal Beautifully broken and vulnerable Lonely and seeking, only to be loved ... "so lone I drown in the side effect Burning in the fummimg fire Of everything I thought was perfect"
Coated in moonlight I take in your scent The taste is sweet but the high is oppressive My mind is haunted by the hollow embrace of your gaze Swinging from hit to hit, always unbalanced Your energy fuels my high and for a moment it all feels real I want to stay in that feeling, building a log cabin in it’s lakeside shores But far too soon I will be alone and realize my clock is bleeding Last night’s residue lingers, the cold air tastes of honey and all at once I feel the need to ***** Struggling to accept my addiction, I say “I need to leave” as I relapse into your body When you are away I am haunted by your pantomimed withdrawal. I choke on the loss of productivity High on you I feel sedentary in a galaxy of movement Our finale, a supernova of light and lust shatters to drift alone and cold I leave you behind, feeling a hunger to find a new drug with a different name
There was a girl who stood in the middle Of a sea field of green filled with giggles of dream, Her eyes were closed as tears streamed from a dissonant fiddle, And little by little, Dissonant streams were filled to the brim, The skies then frowned as droplets started to trickle, The girl ran as she screamed out a riddle, "Why was I standing in the middle?"
Vast blue spilled from afar As she ran towards and reached for the bizarre, But a net was cast as she stumbled, Her strides were no more than humbled, For the blue and the distant star Left a whirling feeling and permanent scar.
This is a poem dedicated to the person I have locked in my heart. It's sad that I couldn't be whom I would have loved to be for you. My baby, my pride. Forevermore.
Not bended Not bruised Broken Together one minute Shattered the next Like a mirror Showing a perfect reflection It cracks It breaks Distortion is all i see Or maybe its just the real me Not bended Not bruised But broken.
That broken image is me My reality An unbroken mirror Is an illusion of unreal reflection Holding no truth Showing not who i am But what the mirror portrays ne to be