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How can this ever possibly be,
That this would ever happen to me,
No not another day,
How could life even find another way,
To hurt my heart and melt my soul,
I guess I will just never be whole,
Another way to feel alone,
As I wither from skin to bone,
My body shake shivers then stops,
Yes I wither like freshly poisoned crops,
Nothing left to fear,
I guess this means the end is near,
I shed my last silent tear,
Before I tell you all goodbye.....
Minyeon Oct 2020
Your eyes, shimmers like the stars. High as the mountains. Deep as the oceans. Lost as the forest—How could no one notice the sadness within.
Anthony Sep 2020
I know it’s been too long since I’ve wrote,
But I know the words are finally free of my throat, it feels like it’s been years since I’ve put pen to paper and it shows! My arms are cut up again new burns on my nose, I swear it feels like I’m comatose. I lost feeling again and i do things I don’t mean. But I finally feel like it’s time to come clean. Yes I pop pills no it’s not for thrills, no one ever thought it was to take away my mind because the voices get louder, that way maybe I can stop using the white powder. I say I’m sorry to everyone because I feel like a failure. I swear I apologize for my moods for my behavior.
This is all **** I need to get off my chest before I go crazy and unleash the bottle. I had a gun in my mouth last night and nobody knows. its finally time im the last wilted rose. I sleep with a bottle I take my pills every day nothing helps. All I have to do is put on my mask and pretend to be ok but inside I’m withered away.
I’m just waiting for the day I overdose and take too much. I have a spouse but I can’t even feel their touch. I’m going insane help me please. Maybe my life will just freeze. No one will care.
I’m going off the wall
Ano nga ba ang kulang?
Matiwasay ang buhay, ngunit bakit may patlang?
Tila damdami'y hanap ay lambing,
Pagkat puso'y ito'y dinadaing.

Aanhin ang karangalan,
Kung isip tila di maunawaan?
Aanhin ang karangyaan,
Kung ang puso ay di maintindihan?

Nadarama ko ang katotohanan
Nilalamon ako ng kalungkutan
Ang puso'y puno ng katanungan
Nasaan ang aking kamalian?

Pagmamahal lamang ang nanaisin,
Uhaw kong damdamin.
Halaga ko'y sino mag aangkin
Hanggang kailan ko ito titiisin?

Hangad ko lamang ay tunay na kagalakan
Tipong walang madaramang alinlangan
Pagpapanggap ay hindi na kailangan
Ngunit kailan ko ito mararanasan?

Isa lamang itong hangarin ko
Mahalin ako ng totoo
Mula sa mga taong mahal ko
Upang sa kalungkuta'y makabangon ako

Dalangin ng puso'y hndi man sapat
Uhaw na damdamin hindi na sana mamarapat
Hndi man pahalagahan ng lahat
Pagmamahal ko'y patuloy na tapat

Darating ang panahon
Puso'y magiging mahinahon
Sa dilim ako'y makakaahon
At Wala ng sasayanging pagkakataon
True love from my family, relatives and friends are all I need.
Nikita Jun 2020
Like the rage
Of a thousand winds
My mind spins
To and fro again

Similar to the wind
The mess inside my head
Remains invisible
Yet violent

Sometimes I wonder why
We have warnings
For tornadoes in the sky
But not a glance
Towards the hurricanes
That dwell inside

But when I picked up a pen
I began to wonder again

I thought of all the wreckage both leave behind
And realised the reason why

A tornado in the sky
Will leave wreckage for both you and I

A tornado in my mind
Will leave wreckage that only I will find

So while I pick up the mess of a thousand men
I will also pick up my pen.
JK Cabresos May 2020
they say
money can't
buy happiness,

but if only
i could buy
even just
a piece,

i would,
i badly
need it
Copyright ©️ 2020
Adaa Sayed May 2020
I don't know anymore .
Who to believe who to not .
I just don't feel like me anymore .
I don't .
- Adaa Sayed
LightToBurn Apr 2020
Dream the two of us
I cross streams, flowery scenes
you drowning below
a senryu
(similar to haiku)
AstralPotato Apr 2020
Let me drown in the sea of joy
Of unwavering happiness and delight
Retrieve me from this dark abyss
Where I wandered without light
TheWitheredSoul Apr 2020
People keep telling me I am working a lot but only I know if I stop doing what I do I am gonna keep falling for her all over again.

So I do, what I do.
There is nothing divine about love. It's just frantic pain and miseries bundled with unforgettable intimate moments and ***.
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