I do not blame you for your silence Words you'll never say Wish I could make you mine I guess there's too much pushing you away Can't help but feel a tiny bit sad I'm not mad at the end of the day After all how could I be angry? I knew things would end up this way..
I knew from the start there was no chance but i dared to hope anyways because i really really genuinely liked you a lot </3
I can feel myself getting bad again, staying in bed constantly Closing the curtains to leave my room almost completely dark I feel the weight on my chest getting heavier I stare at the messages I receive without replying I simply don’t have the mental strength I feel myself falling into that dark hole that I tried so hard to get out of I need help But I can’t see no one around Just me, myself and I And that’s not enough to last the night
It feels like you’re running Far away, everyday But still, I’m not moving Trying hard to find you again Who are these people With their ears to the ground? Leaning towards our end And I see that they are talking; “You should leave; fight for what you want; I guess you are in a relationship where you are not wanted” But I can’t hear a sound, drowning in a dying wave Bad, I wanted this love to be eternal Thought we are the type of the melody that don’t fade out Please don’t die I stand in the corner Do you remember all those plans we made When life was like a wishing well 10:52 PM, you are raising hell ****, I thought I knew you oh-so well The walls around are falling down I see you notice But keep your words all to yourself We are different people But we’re together now I wonder if I will ever get over you Got me dreaming of the changes that we’ll make now
wrote this when I was so unsure if my relationship was gonna survive. Just a month into it she started having doubts, letting the fear of feeling numb take over.
How fleeting is my lady's beauty? How fleeting is the pride of younger days? When we had laugh and cried with candied serenity all the same. How fleeting are those youthful days, now my lady and I are old and grey.
If something good happens, Don't ask why or how. Just enjoy it and accept it now. Because you never know When something bad will happen. And when it does, Don't ask why or how. You can do that later. Now is the time to deal with it And heal from it.