maya 47m
YOU are the reason I CRY
YOU are the reason I want to DIE
YOU are the reason I cannot TRY anymore.

you
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YOU

YOU ARE MY WORST FLAW
YOU only ever liked me RAW
YOU scratched my back with your ratchet CLAW
YOU only ever liked me in my BRA, exposed.

Why did I ever fall for YOU?

YOU are one of the many millions of fish.
YOU were one of my favorites meal dish.
YOU were the only one who ever received my wish.

YEAH! YOU!
YOU don't even CARE.
Without YOU, I might not BARE.
I am so lonely, too many to count, a BLANK STARE.
It's like you never even wanted to SHARE either.

GOD! I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING! AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH?
I must never be good enough.
Why are you like this but why am I like this?
Why don't you just kill me?
Instead of leaving me to die?
Couldn't you just end me?
But you left me wondering why..
If you wanted me to suffer
You accomplished that at least
But why don't you just kill me
Don't leave me here to die
Don't blame me
If you don't want
To die laughing
Xant 3d
He's up there
The lonesome astronaut,
with a will to fly,
and a skill of flight

He and a star
that have just collided
both dies gracefully
Like a flower withering in spring
But the star still haughty
And so full of itself it explodes
Into a supernova

He and the star
that emits the brightest light
And obscures the eyes
of whoever that sees
As he dies so faithfully

And the flaring light?
Blinds thousands as it emerged
in the darkest seven p.m.
But we were wildly astonished
by the lonesome astronaut
who was a dashing astronaut

-2018-
A poem inspired by a song.
Rubbers bullets
One two three
four five
Down like flies
Bloody bodies shattered    heeped  on the ground .
Tears
Panic
Fear.
Where is the Love.

Weeks
Years, month's still lives are wrecked
More massacred
Listen
Take heed or our generations  will disappear  like smoke ..without hope
People killing
People dying
Some say WHERE IS THE LOVE ..
LOVE MEANS ACTON
ACTION IS NEEDED NOW ..
THE POWER IS IN YOUR HANDS
A MATTER OF LIFE OR DEATH.
gun laws banning people from from buying guns ..can't buy guns in Scotland .
Restrict wh9 is able to buy them
v 5d
I've been told so many times that life's going to get better so I'm at a point that I'm not willing to accept that it won't. Life needs to stop treating me like shit. I don't care what it throws at me, I'm going to try to love every pebble, rock, and boulder. I'm going to be better and I'm going to do better even if I die trying. I'm going to fucking make it. I am going to be kind and giving and loving to everyone I see, even if they're awful to me. It's going to be a giant fuck you to life. I'm going to fight for happiness.
Alaa' qabajah Feb 13
In my philosophy I didn't need a valentine day to show love and red roses to my girl ...
I had a dates which were more fantastic than just 14/2...

Every couple must have their own special day and no need to share their love internationally...

Make your own valentine.
NURUL AMALIA Feb 13
loving or loved
its all about love
burn down your feelings
to another strange place
you want to die in every single day
if there's no chance to see



Ann P Feb 12
Can you trust someone who thinks that 'Love is Temporary' ?




Because
I used to love someone with all my heart
Every inch of my body loved him
Every drop of my blood loved him
Every little cell of my body loved him
My body was his
The control was his

I could not eat if I missed him
I could not sleep if I could not smell his intoxicating cologne
I could not breathe if I could not see him

He was the center of my universe
He was the beauty of my world
He was my everything
and I could not live without him



Do you realize that I used the words "used to"?
It means that I survived.
I survived the heartbreak that he caused.
I survived the unbearable pain that he gave.
I survived the deadly reaction of my body after he left
I survived days without eating
I survived days without sleeping
I survived from 'he was my everything'
I survived from 'I could not live without him'
I survived from all the prodigious illusions of loving him.

Because
Love is Temporary
Love is not Forever
But Love will always be there


When Love dies, Love is born



So, can you trust me?
Simpathi Feb 12
I find myself digging a hole,
Discovering my heart is what stole,
My love for myself and for others.
It yearns for something that words cannot describe.

I trip over my own feelings,
Needing help, needing healing.
I imagine myself all alone,
Staying separated, staying at home.

My mind tells me I’m not good but I know it’s untrue,
It’s time to give credit where credit is due.
I know I can do it but my mind is so weak.
What I’d die for is what my heart seeks.

I give up, I succumb comfort zones.
They’re the reason for being alone.
I climb up the mountain to face my fears,
But as I reach the end my eyes fill with tears.

I clear my mind of repeating thoughts,
Of regrets and memories sought over.
I’m locked in Satan’s dungeon of self-image,
Waiting to be rescued from this prison being hidden.

I search the forest for the security I lack,
But as I get weary I just want to go back,
To my home I never left before now.
What made me brave I can’t explain how.
An old poem from when I was going through depression.  For all those who are going through hard times, just know that I've felt it too and I am with you <3
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