My heart is beating weirdly It goes off-key then it rhyms And I'm in my hospital Lying and thinking If yours is singing the same chimes Love is a tune the heart sings Helping us through our darkest times Heart beat after heart beat The passion of two that collides But sometimes I listen and wonder If the off-key beats are going as random as rolling dice I wonder if they'd ever stop If love is enough to get us through the nights But maybe it isn't And maybe My love we fault sometimes Not necessarily the darkest sins But maybe one of the forgiven crimes
Somewhere around here, I learned to speak through silence. Probably when our hearts loved each other truly. Just heartbeats in the eyes, teasing and sweet replies, in the yard of my soul now a tear started to flow.
On my cheek crystal beads are dripping stronger, the ice inside me is melting and it has no idea that he wants you to stay! Don't go! Wait a little longer! Today is about Us and we're climbing up to Ave Maria.
But my heart is spreading mute unspoken words without control, you're not here, and there's no one to listen to my thoughts how a He and a She is melting into an amazing whole, they want the same Tomorrow looking to each other's hearts.
So, spread seeds of dreams on my lips until morning, and I'll taste you, breathe you, I'll be your virtuous singer singing at the wedding of the butterflies in the stomach and convert your black into an immaculate white in the winter.
Just lie to me nicely, tell me you're gonna love me in tears until the white flakes of old age will begin to fall acute, even if we are pressed by the weight of many years, we should want more in life, not to remain mute.
Searching for the mind to react To find how to act Blank mind like a empty road Searching for the one left untouched Even not a bird crossed it Leaves like heart left uncrumbled Breeze makes them walk Slowly and slowly reach the soil Where they become one
I dont really know why i wrote this but my hands were working on its own as this poem describes the medd inside me right now
I died. Mommy, I died and I can’t tell you I did. I can’t tell you that I’m sitting on the other side crying because I’ve hurt you more than I ever knew I possibly could I couldn’t sleep before, knowing my heartbeats were numbered so I counted them.
Sixty beats a minute, fourteen-hundred something minutes a day, thirty days for six months 60 times 1400 times 30 times 6. I did the arithmetic so I could have one more math test to cheat on. I ran laps and hyperventilated and did every upbeat thing I could think of to upend my pulse so I could lie to myself. 140 times 1400 times 30 times 6. It’s twice as big.
I don’t know if I can sleep now, and I didn’t tell you, mommy. cause I didn’t want you to lose sleep then, and I hate you’re losing sleep now.