so deep sweetheart .. you are ... as the depths of an ocean... not yet discovered... despite of everyone ... who dived into you... came back ... with an empty-handed ... except me .. Because ... it's me only ... who lived the depth of you ... within ever words ... you wrote ... while no one ... ever do ... because ... i get you always ... into my dreams ...
so deep you are ... my sweet angel ... there ... into my ocean's dream ... where you are ... the only lover ... whom share me ... this love ... that i only feel with you ... and no one ... feel ... like i do ...
The breeze flew effortlessly between us and I begged for it to be enough or even just enough to pull me with my everything apart from you. With my toes in the sand that seems so blue I refuse to allow my eyes to meet yours afraid that in your dark galaxy I see her and afraid that my eyes will scream the lullaby of just how much your name means to me.
I’m trembling to the thought of you knowing how much of my heart you’ve wooed for many years it was in your deathly grasp and for many years I’ve maintained this mask. I’ve kept my vulnerability safe for so long away from your knowledge was where it belongs simply because I’m afraid of how small I’ll become of how insignificant I’ll be to a heart that was so numb.
I don’t want to seem irrelevant on your end for I was a good friend, a great friend and it aches me to allow you to see that the good friend, the great friend I seem to be was only a camouflage I used to keep my love, my desire, my everything hidden deep deep away from you for I refuse to be like one of them; the pets you treat with little to no respect but thinks they’re all gems.
What does it take to be a gem in your life? Does it take a threat; with a pen, a gun or a knife? Or does it take laying bare aside you not giving you a hard time? Paying for all your lies with every feeling, every desire and every dime? Pretending to be a fool like all your pets, and hope just hope… That one day you’ll reward me for all the pain that I’ve coped? A good friend, a great friend isn’t enough for me anymore play the pet, buy the lies, **** the modesty, become the *****?
My torch light glints off the shiny orange gem, that lies next to my friend Jim, The poor ******* picked it up before he could flea, and now I feel it pull towards me, The radiating heat is so soft and sweet I can feel my feet shuffling towards ultimate defeat. As I reach down to pluck it up, the first feel of it is such a rush. The power of it is to great, I'm going to faint my soul is no longer mine to hold and cherish it resides within the gem, now I'm with my true friend Jim.