āAh you hate to see another tired man / Lay down his hand / Like he was giving up the holy game of pokerā
Leonard Cohen
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āWill I remain within God's house at night as shadows drift through dimming my light?ā
written by Weeping Willow, gifted to me, by Edmund Black
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I,
instant understanding,Ā perhaps in my experiential possess,
some answerings perhaps...product of late night, many, many
theological arguments over poker games, with coarse men,
tough women, and ethically-challenged Gods, all faithful regular attendees
With a little bit oā luck from an occasional guardian angel, even
I possess an occasional winning hand.
now we all commence with a passionate uttered blessing,
for the good beer and salty pretzels, giving thanks for having
reached this act-exact moment of being, here and now, in Godās house at night, plus a holy add-onĀ variation, a swear-to-god (we all snicker) promise solemn, no cheating, no absolutely divine peeking/spying in soulful futures, no fun in that, sanctified & sealed with hearty amens and ****** noises offered for emphasis.
hear you scratching you head, wondering what all this to do
with a whispered prayer of soulful, on-shore drilling deep,
product of a drill bit cutting the black quietude of interstellar voids internal, where there is no censorship, lying an impossibility, and the only questions are super hard, so some never return with an answer truthful
so, I remain in Godās House, playing poker, with deities who
jealous guard their moments as human facsimiles...cherishing humans who guard with care, an ability to see that they and gods differ little, when making honest truth a shared primacy
in the intimacy
of an overnight stay
in GodāsĀ house at night,
all our coming-led light dims,
when my/their need is greatest!
(written sometime this year, Jan. 2021, Manhattan)
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