You shift in the bed. Light comes through the windows.
There are birds singing outside,
too early for spring, but singing nonetheless.
A full nightâs sleep and you are still tired.
Your bones and soul both resist inertia.
The warmth, yours and hers, comingle.
Nearly three years since you exchanged vows.
None of them easy. None of them the stuff of fairy tales.
Times of death and loss and struggle,
Constant chaos.
You prefer peace. That is the truth of it.
it has been a long journey to capture it.
an old manâs journey to rebuild himself from the rubble.
She shifts slightly and settles back into her deep sleep.
You would prefer the fairy tale, but you have lived too long
to believe in them.
In its place is what you have, a different kind of love,
soft as flesh, strong as steel, A thing you wish
you had found as a young man.
But age has its value. Age is a treasure,
Wisdom, however it comes, is treasure. You smile, fully awake,
reaching your arm over the covers
and drawing her closer still.
The woman I love and I have a third anniversary coming up in a couple of months. I still live in amazement in us.