It takes a year, for the pain to leave my veins, for the memories of you to fade, for the cuts in my soul to heal, for rhythm of my heart to change when I’m around you, to forget your touch on my mind, to forgive the universe for meeting you, to live life like you and me had never happened.
There isn't a day that goes by, where I don't wonder about what could be.
Can't you see? I am falling for you. I am changing for you. It's all for you. What will it take? What can I do to make you understand? I am NOT leaving! I am NOT her! I will NEVER be her! ******* H E R
She broke you. He broke me. Talk to me. Help me help you. She shattered you, and left me with the pieces. He broke me, and left you with the shards.
Maybe, we can make NEW pieces. Maybe, we can mend what they destroyed. Help me, help you. Let me in. Lets build something new.
New begin broken mend shards letmein build help talk falling understand
I'm so tired of you the way you linger in the breeze the way you live in my memories the way you voice floats through my mind making chills roll down my spine
just leave me alone you have already said your goodbyes why do you stay in my life just biding time until I lose my mind this isn't alright anymore
It doesn't hit me that you're gone until I can't breathe and I'm struggling to figure out why and I sink into a pit of carbon monoxide taking me further away from you than I can remember in the morning.
A red lamp glows in the corner of the room.. The clock is ticking and its time to leave.. Her eyes are shut and breathing is innocent.. Like a sleeping child in a cradle, her lips smile soft, with a streak of golden hair across her face.
I dont want to wake her up, she looks angelic.. I dont want to dissapear.. without kissing her goodbye.. I knew what I had to do.. I knew what was right ..
The golden streak of hair is in place now.. The lids open to reveal the glittering eyes which look at me with a glowing smile on her lips..
The sound of the ticking clock fades away.. The time didn't freeze but it didn't matter anymore.. my arms wrapped around her, she goes back to sleep.. Like a child in a cradle...
One day someone will care. One day someone will pick you. One day you'll be happy. One day. One day. One day. I'm sick of waiting for one day. When is it gonna come? It could be a long time from now.....and waiting isn't fun.
I am in love Head over heels A thunderstorm of flutters in my heart But I will put you, Lord, first For if I live my life by the way of God Everything else will fall into place All I need is to have a little faith
You will give it to me Then you'll take it away Because somehow for you Love's a game with to play My intensity doesn't Revolve with the days Or a carousel ride Love does not work this way
Love can always be broken And rebuilt like clay It's not just black and white In fact often it's gray But it does not run off Once it's here it should stay Not a pendulum swing Should not back and forth sway
You will love me tomorrow Could care less today It is something I did Or perhaps did not say A small piece of me dies Each time you pull away I'm left here asking 'why?' On my knees I will pray
The light dying inside Now a barely lit flame Have my eyes opened wide Before I was insane I try taking the blame You're the one who will stray On this coaster we ride Love's a game not to play
I won't breakdown and cry Get unstable today All my feelings have died In your game I won't play So I must waive goodbye 'Cause no longer I'll pay I must do to survive Love does not work this way
Written: January 8, 2018
All rights reserved. [Anapestic tetrameter format]
Loosing out there is nothing left soon you will be all alone. Attempts were made but in darkness you stayed , with you no forgiveness was shown. When will it end , we are on day 10 still the fighting fails to cease but you could care less about this terrible mess , you couldn't care less in the least. Listen closely , this is a solid , my subtle warning to you , if from this you don't learn , in **** you will burn for ever and ever times two.
I love him I tell myself I know that We will be together forever I don’t believe that We could be separated My thoughts tell me that He’s the love of my life Sometimes my heart lies and says I could live an eternity Without him Like my friends say “We’re perfect for each other” And you can’t tell me He’s not the one.