I wish you hug me one day,
If not everyday, at least one day.
I will not ask you for more,
I will not become a daily chore.
I will never ask you to say,
What you do not and thus can not say.
I have loved you for as far as I can remember,
It was just my confession that I made in December.
You trying to hurt me to make me move on,
Reminds me of the scene between Eowyn and Aragon.
What makes you think you can do, to stop me from loving you?
I ask you not for your presence, just that you acknowledge my feelings for you.
Which you do not, even though it won't hurt to.
It will not cost a penny.
I am not asking you to love me too.
I cry myself to sleep, even though to you I say i am better,
You never acknowledged any feelings on calls or the letter.
You did not see me, you don't know i am in pain.
I know you do not want to see me ever again..
I deserve one hug, if not more.
You've never really hugged me before.
Give me some meaning, just closure I don't ask for a hope.
I know you don't like me, and for a future together, there's no scope.
But to you, oh my near and dear one!
I wish, I was more than just a no one.
I've no idea what's the point of hurting someone who has already grieved for so long?
That's not how my love, you can make me move on...
I loved you then, I love you more today,
In my own ****** up way.
You didn't have to reciprocate what you can't.
I will never ask you to. But what's so wrong about just saying a simple "Thank you"?
Ykw, I love you, and I will. For I have no switch to turn it back.... You've never been a bad person to me, I don't know how do you want me to see you as one... Don't give me reasons on why we shouldn't be together.. I've said everything that's there in my heart, I have nothing hidden anymore. I know you still care for me and I do too... That for me is more than enough... But I really hope one day I do get to hug you, and to get a selfie clicked with you... That's all..
And I hope I stop crying... My eyes hurt.. my face looks all puffy and has got a few scratches from the tears that actually Dry up your face.
Maybe one day you'd care to know about it...and I write it here with that hope. I love you
Willing to be Yours and only yours..