glad to know you are yourself again
glad to know you have a shoulder to cry on
good to know someone is there to check up on you.
no one does that for me
all of you have all that
because you have me
Tired eyes, barely open,
Can you see me?
My eyes locked on nowhere,
Unnoticed, not even a glance,
Left to my own misery,
Can you help set me free?
No, you don't even look at me,
No, you don't even know when I'm gone,
You won't ever know,
You won't ever know,
When I fade away...
- Jay M
October 16th, 2018
More of last years stuff
I’m giving my all,
Not just a piece of me for you to keep.
I don’t need a lecture
I need your support
I will disappear forever
Refuse to accept anything less
I hate when the my thoughts go there
And I sit and stare
I hate when I get tempted to do that
And I do and regret
I hate when I do not feel content
As I haven't lived a sad life.
I hate when I do not know what I resent
But that feeling controls my life
I hate to see that I am not what I wanted to be
and no one tries
After his exit from my heart and my life
No contact no text nothing from his side
Suddenly met him after so long
My heart skipped a beat when I hugged him a long
My hands trembled when I held his hand and looked into his eyes
I got frozen when I looked him just tears rolled down from my moist eyes
Heart asked; so what did you come back with
I replied; his fragrance in me
#his fragrance in me always remember me of him
You can find yourself again.
Don’t give up.
1st place - The Winner of her Heart
2nd place - Emotional Death
gentlemen, start your engines!
(or don't compete for them)
disclaimer - winner of 1st prize is not guaranteed a lifetime. Usually, it's temporary. 2nd place is paid in installments over a period of years until you are dead and are not breathing at dawn.
i am stuck
to many people
too big too much too loud
a stray elbow, a well intended touch
don't see me break down
don't touch me
don't hear me
don't feel me
don't touch me don't touch me
don't touch dont touch DONT TOUCH ME
ITS TOO MUCH
we've all been here. been crammed in a car for too long or at a party that you're tired of. thought it needed a poem. i'm plenty social but when i've had enough i've had enough y'know
Work to live
But don't live to work
Unless you're working on yourself