A-S: Poems

Sep 2014 · 1.0k

Revive

A-S Sep 2014

Revive

Give me the warmth your arms provide. Our bodies connect, the excess energy revives my heart as it finds shelter in yours. Our love grows faster with each pump of magic.

Baby, can we keep each other alive?
-a.s

#love #life #heart #hate #death #cry #break #warmth #arms

Sep 2014 · 1.3k

Butterflies

A-S Sep 2014

Butterflies

My heart believes
in our butterflies
as they grew up
in our fresh bodies.

Their healthy colors
making an artwork
resembling our love;

A nutricion
that evey heart
yearns for.

I try to tell my heart
that the butterflies
quickly fly away;
knowing they'd stay.

Believing in our love is as hard.
But lying to myself is way harder.

-a.s

#love #heartbreak #sad #hate #alone #cry #tear #butterfly #stomach

Aug 2014 · 714

Short

A-S Aug 2014

Short

Eyelids shut
Tears flowed
Breath taken
Cheeks soaked
Pores filled
Veins clogged
Heart stopped
Soul vanished
-a.s

#love #sad #life #heart #hate #eyes #death #cry #tear #lips

Aug 2014 · 648

Let go

A-S Aug 2014

Let go

I held on to my feelings,
I blocked them out,
You made me feel-
I fell for you,
You did for me too.
I gave you my heart,
I had learnt to let it go.
But now I have to learn
to let you go with it.

-a.s

#love #go #sad #heart #cry #tear #break #you #miss #learn

Aug 2014 · 898

Break through

A-S Aug 2014

Break through

I have hurt you,
while hurting myself.

I have hated you,
while hating myself.

I have left you,
while making this,
my
biggest
break
through.
-a.s

#love #heartbreak #sad #hate #tears #leave #break #hurt #breakthrough

Aug 2014 · 705

Drowning in ink

A-S Aug 2014

Drowning in ink

What am I going to do,
knowing I'm lost without you.

What am I going to say,
when I am blocked by these clouds of grey.
(When I am used to being your prey)

What am I going to think,
when I take my last drink,
drowning in my own ink,

-a.s

#love #sad #lonely #hate #tear #break #think #write #cloud #prey

Aug 2014 · 929

Mind of maze

A-S Aug 2014

Mind of maze

The clock ticks even faster when I'm stuck in my own state of mind, confused in a maze of our memories. Our memories kind of follow me to every rake in my conscience. Crashing into all the walls I built. I can't get you out of my head but I'll try meditation instead. I think of the sea, and try to feel the sound of the wind. This is getting me no where, but I feel like that's a place where I'd want to be. -a.s

#love #sad #cry #happy #tear #memories #sea #wind #place #rake

Aug 2014 · 813

I am not me

A-S Aug 2014

I am not me

I cant breathe,
thinking of you.
My heart stops
thinking of you.
My words stumble,
thinking of you.

When I think of you
I am not me.
-a.s

#sad #depression #heart #depressed #of #brain #you #think #breakup #melts

Aug 2014 · 823

Assure

A-S Aug 2014

Assure

I can helplessly assure you
that my dying love for you
has grown more and more
after every moment
we cried together.
This now vibrant love for you
stuck in a broken heart,
will be deserted and alone
just like I am right now,
crying in the same
hollow places as we did then.
-a.s

#sad #sadness #alone #boyfriend #tear #breakup #hollow #place #places #deserted

Jul 2014 · 720

Echo

A-S Jul 2014

Echo

After that other encounter,
I thought I had no tears left,
but my eyes proved me wrong.
As my heart ached and my mind screamed, the last words echoing in my head were the ones you told me before you jumped and left.
My tears leave my eyes,
in the seconds my heart skips a beat
but I can't stop crying out of misery.

I can't stop loving you

#heartbreak #poem #broken #sad #pain #tears #you #misery #loving #second

Jul 2014 · 729

Bang

A-S Jul 2014

Bang

I hear your voice inside of my head,
repeating all of the beautiful things you said.

I hear your voice inside of my head,
repeating all of the lies instead.

bang

I hear your voice inside of my head,
repeating how my blood was cherry red.

I hear your voice in my head,
repeating that I'm dead.

-a.s

#death #depressed #cry #dead #beautiful #blood #red #voice #bang #shoot

Jul 2014 · 678

I don't

A-S Jul 2014

I don't

I feel guilty,
thinking about you.
My heart doesn't deserve you,
but it cries and slowly dies for you.
I thought that you
were someone to die for.
But instead,
you're the one that's killing me, with your beautiful deadly eyes,
making me weaker than I was before.
-a.s

#eyes #death #die #i #and #you #**** #guilt #alreadydead

Jul 2014 · 1.5k

As a mom

A-S Jul 2014

As a mom

As a mom,
I can't speak,
she's weak,
she has to learn,
there's no return,
he breaks
her fragile heart,
she was emotional
from the start,
I didn't know
but I told her
to let him go,
she's on the
right track
and soon
I'll have my
daughter back
-a.s

#heartbreak #go #sad #mom #mother #emotion #family #let #daughter #emotional

Jul 2014 · 1.6k

Canyon

A-S Jul 2014

Canyon

I'd jump off of this canyon
these hills, mountains
whatever you call it

I'd die burning in the sand
the heat melting my skin
the wind washing ash away

I'd become my own fossil
waiting to be discovered
by some explorer like me
-a.s

#suicide #poem #nature #help #mountain #discover #hills #jump #grandcanyon #explore

Jul 2014 · 1.7k

untitled on purpose

A-S Jul 2014

untitled on purpose

Love is hard, and I haven't found its soft spots. (yet) -a.s

#love #sad #sadness #emotion #soft #quote #emotional #quotes #quotation #spots

Jun 2014 · 829

hello goodbye till then

A-S Jun 2014

hello goodbye till then

hello poetry,
i have an input,
you are an outlet,
my emotions
**** me slowly
dividing me
into little bits
of knowledge

goodbye poetry,
my work is done here,
I have found someone
who wants to fit the little bits
when I am heartbroken
(again)
I will return

till then poetry,

#love #heartbreak #goodbye #knowledge #emotions #fast #pieces #hellopoetry #little #bits

Jun 2014 · 619

Baby

A-S Jun 2014

Baby

Baby
Please don't leave me
I'm desperate, don't you see?
I'm not ready for this
I need another kiss
I need another smile
Just stay for a while

Baby
Please don't leave me
Happy is all I want to be

-a.s

#kiss #sad #depressed #cry #happy #tear #smile #rhyme #breakup #emotional

Jun 2014 · 918

Home

A-S Jun 2014

Home

Home is where the heart is;
my heart is broken,
and I have no where to go.

-a.s

#love #heartbreak #sad #hate #home #depressed #cry #fight #breakup #cut

Jun 2014 · 916

Grooves

A-S Jun 2014

Grooves

As my hands run down your chest
You fingle with my breast
I kiss you slowly
Bite you unexpectedly
Turned on by you
Turning you on too
Exploring with my hands
As our bodies kind of dance
Similar moves
Similar grooves
A playful kiss
Is what I miss
You pin me down
And kiss me hard
As my heart beats faster
and I think of the stars
-a.s

#lust #happy #lips #*** #body #**** #hot #bodies #explicit #rythm

Jun 2014 · 3.5k

Burn

A-S Jun 2014

Burn

I am burning inside
I am looking at the smoke
my smoke, my ashes,
all evaporating from my skin
It's heavy and almost falls back
They almost enter my body
My confused pores open
and my body awakens,

-a.s

#dream #broken #heart #fire #burn #skin #burning #ash #quench #pores

Jun 2014 · 1.5k

Quench

A-S Jun 2014

Quench

You were the warm
layer of smoke drifting
off of my sigarette;
a lovely smell,
a dark color,
a hazard for
my health.

The little fire,
at end of a burning
sensation,
is similar to
the pain
in my chest.

My heart is in flames,
as my tears will quench it,
(again)

-a.s

#love #heartbreak #sad #fire #tears #cry #tear #heartbroken #smoke #again #flame #bonfire #quench #sigarette

Jun 2014 · 632

Choked

A-S Jun 2014

Choked

I feel suffocated
Not being able
To write down
My beautiful
Painful words
On this blank
Piece of skin
With my sharp blade
And my red ink.
-a.s

#words #sad #pain #depressed #cry #tear #beautiful #hurt #ink #blood

Jun 2014 · 659

Not even here

A-S Jun 2014

Not even here

What hurts the most;

Is constantly being reminded of you,

You need to leave me alone,

We went our seperate ways,

We need to accept what happend.

But how can I ask you
to leave me alone,
if you aren't even here?

-a.s

#love #heartbreak #friends #sad #heart #pain #alone #tears #hurt #questions #heartbroken #ask #here #close #accept #how #seperate

May 2014 · 1.1k

Mom

A-S May 2014

Mom

I look a lot like you,

Yet sometimes I can't stand you.

If I would pause for a second,

And think of what,

you're going to say,

I'll know the correct answer.

And I'll know you'll be right anyway.

-a.s

#heartbreak #sad #heart #father #tears #cry #fight #mom #mother #dad #family #argument #right #quote #anyway #closed #quotes #wisedom

May 2014 · 5.9k

Walls

A-S May 2014

Walls

I'll build some walls
to protect myself.
Atleast,
that is plan A.

If my first wall,
Breaks down,
I will try again.

If my second wall,
Breaks down,
I will build somewhere else.

If my third wall,
Breaks down,
(I'll give up)
And look who's behind it.
Maybe even ask
For some help building
it back again.

I don't even have bricks yet.

-a.s

May 2014 · 1.7k

Brancard

A-S May 2014

Brancard

She lay on the brancard,
She wore a playful monkeysuit
It reminded me,
of her cheeky personality.
As I passed by,
she looked up,
and smiled at me.

I wonder if she felt,
that I was a doctor,
she told me she'd be fine.

I knew that her injuries,
would be fatal,
I couldn't help (myself)
so I smiled back.

-a.s

#die #smile #back #feel #fine #sickness #doctor #hospital #injury #monkey #suit

May 2014 · 1.0k

Not knowing

A-S May 2014

Not knowing

Not knowing,
of disappointments,
yet expecting them.

Not knowing,
of pain,
Yet suffering.

Not knowing,
of happiness,
yet striving for it.

-a.s

#love #heartbreak #poem #poetry #broken #sad #depression #life #heart #pain #sadness #death #hurt #you

May 2014 · 3.8k

Heart attack

A-S May 2014

Heart attack

Engagement rings
Are worn on the
Ringfinger of
The left hand

Is it
Strange

That you feel pain
In your left arm
When you get
A heart attack?

-a.s

May 2014 · 1.6k

yet

A-S May 2014

yet

A house
A roof
A car
A pet
A father
A mother
A brother
A sister
Yet no happiness
in my eyes.

I wonder,
why.

-a.s

Apr 2014 · 2.0k

Rain

A-S Apr 2014

Rain

I hid behind you,
your body was big,
and your back was protecting me,

I felt safe,
from all the negativity,
that was surrounding me,

but the moment you felt raindrops,

You ran away from me,
and hid behind someone else.

This is the reason,
I still have trust issues,
even with myself.

But one day,
people will hide behind me,
and I will protect them,
no matter what.

-A.s

#heartbreak #trust #sad #hide #tear #rain #away #book #unhappy #song #like #weather #follow #issues #protect #hid #umbrella

Apr 2014 · 1.4k

I love it

A-S Apr 2014

I love it

laying in my bed,
cuddling with,
sharp objects.
sharp,
shiny,
objects.

they poke me,
I giggle,
I cry a red tear,
a happy red blooddrop,

It slides down my wrist,
and creates a beautiful artwork,
next to the other lines.

I love it

-a.s

#love #harm #sad #pain #sadness #cry #bed #tear #cuddle #it #razor #grief #selfharm #create #sharp #objects #shiny

Apr 2014 · 1.4k

I'm my murderer.

A-S Apr 2014

I'm my murderer.

I quickly close my eyes,
holding on tight to my heart,
entering a world of misbelief.

A world where,
I am always wrong,
my words are always hateful,
and my actions are crimes.

I'm my murderer.

-a.s

Apr 2014 · 1.5k

Unfinished diary

A-S Apr 2014

Unfinished diary

Day 6;

The negativity,
overwhelmed her mind,
guided to her heart,
ending up at her soul.

Her loving heart,
Destroyed her precious soul,
Leaving the shattered pieces,
on the blank pages of her diary.

-a.s

Mar 2014 · 942

Nothing

A-S Mar 2014

Nothing

Staring at a monster,
in the broken mirror.
Knowing I created it.
Knowing I created hell.

My soul accuses me,
of the damage I've done.
I let the negativity overrule,
until I had nothing,
because I became nothing.

-a.s

#love #broken #hell #sad #heart #girl #depressed #unhappy #nothing #like #mirror #monster #hearted #back #follow

Mar 2014 · 1.9k

The way she

A-S Mar 2014

The way she

Inexplicable,
that's what she is.

The way she acts,
shows her kindness.

The way she walks,
shows her presence.

The way she talks,
shows her intelligence.

The way she looks around,
shows er cautiousness.

The way she writes,
shows her experience.

She's a young girl,
with an old soul,
that's why
I love her.

-a.s

I wish you wrote this

#love #girl #okay #good #smile #the #wish #wrote #she #way

Mar 2014 · 1.2k

Change

A-S Mar 2014

Change

Then;
my poems were about;
our positivity,
our happy emotions,
our belief in neverending love,
our belief in us.

My poems made your heart race,
and made your soul feel my warmth.

Now;
my poems are about;
my negativity,
my sad emotions,
my misbelief in neverending love,
my misbelief in us.

My poems make your heart break,
and make your soul feel my frost.

Freeze to death, please.

-a.s

Feedback?

Mar 2014 · 13.2k

Burry me underwater

A-S Mar 2014

Burry me underwater

Bury me underwater;
where corals can grow like plants,
piercing through my veins,
sticking out of my rotting flesh.

Burry me underwater;
where my torso would be,
my own personalized treasure chest;
with my broken heart,
as the most valuable finding.

Burry me underwater;
where fish would feed off,
of my undiscovered bruises,
and my unhealed wounds,

Burry me underwater,
so I can feel again.*

-a.s

Please give m some feedback on this one

#heartbreak #broken #sad #heart #sadness #death #depressed #tears #cry #dead #leave #break #grave #goodbye #treasure #heartbroken #skin #grief #fish #feel #veins #bruises #value #rip #wounds #bruise #would #underwater #thing #again #burry #chest #unhealed #undiscovered #feed #corals #plants #pierce #peel #dissappear

Mar 2014 · 3.2k

Anger

A-S Mar 2014

Anger

Momma always told me,
to never go to sleep at night,
when I'm angry.

She said that,
I'd attract negativity,
and that it would,
show up in my dreams.

Therefore I'm scared,
to fall asleep tonight.

-a.s

Instagram: @surpressedthoughts

#sad #anger #girl #cry #sleep #bed #fall #tired #angry #asleep #bored #mad #tonight

Mar 2014 · 1.4k

Forbidden

A-S Mar 2014

Forbidden

Stuck in quicksand,
i reached out,
to grab your hand,
you just stood there,
looking at me,
with a slight laugh on your face.

the resentment,
in your beautiful eyes,
pushing me down,
forcing me to drown,
Taking my last breath,
I give up.

Something,
I forbade you to do.

-a.s

Instagram: @surpressedthoughts

Mar 2014 · 606

Leave it behind

A-S Mar 2014

Leave it behind

I want to leave my emotions behind,
in the fluency of my movements.

I want to leave my insecurities behind,
in the darkness of my nightmares.

I want to leave my fears behind,
in rakes of the corners of my room.

I want to leave my worries behind,
in the pages of my literature.

-a.s

Mar 2014 · 4.5k

Strange eye contact

A-S Mar 2014

Strange eye contact

I looked around,
you caught my eye.

I wish you hadn't.

There was eye contact,
It was strange.

At that moment,
I regreted looking at you,
but I couldn't stop.

With anger and hate,
I kept staring,
at your beautiful,
dark brown eyes.

My heart was beating,
it wanted to get out if my chest,
run away and hide from you.

I didn't listen to this pure *****,
I ended up in this situation.

I was still staring,
as I began panicking.

I looked away,
and then closed my eyes.

You had won.

But the reason why I looked away,
wasn't because I was afraid,
or because I was weak;

It was because;

I couldn't handle,

the confrontation,

with my own reality.

-a.s

Mar 2014 · 5.0k

Puzzle me

A-S Mar 2014

Puzzle me

Do you like playing games?

Puzzle me,
find my lost pieces;
rotate them;
flip them over;
make them fit.
make me fit, in my body.

When you're done,
glue the pieces together,
this way I'll be unbreakable.
That's all I want to be.

-a.s

Blegh

#broken #sad #cry #art #hole #pieces #puzzle #glue #artsy

Mar 2014 · 661

Bang

A-S Mar 2014

Bang

I think I'm falling in love?

I hear your voice inside of my head,
repeating all of the beautiful things you said.

I hear your voice inside of my head,
repeating all of the lies instead.

bang

I hear your voice inside of my head,
repeating how my blood was cherry read.

I hear your voice in my head,
repeating that I'm dead.

I think I'm falling in love?

-a.s

Give me some feedback on this one:(

Mar 2014 · 646

Filled with

A-S Mar 2014

Filled with

This wave of sorrow,
guiding the tears,
over my numb body.

This wave of sorrow,
taking away my smiles,
replacing them with frowns.

This wave of sorrow,
overwhelming my heart,
slowly tearing it apart.
Leaving my chest,
like an empty box,
filled with tears.

----- instagram: @surpressedthoughts

Mar 2014 · 1.6k

Red

A-S Mar 2014

Red

Its not the shine,
of my silver blade.

It's not the unbearable pain,
which I enjoy.

It's not the attention,
I want to get.

It's the fascination,
of the red color of my blood.

The color red,
Stands for love,
but also for anger.

Two things,
I struggle with the most.

Ugh

#love #hate #tear #blood #red #insecure #color #skin #struggle #fascination

Mar 2014 · 671

Start

A-S Mar 2014

Start

Tears flowing down my face,
soaking my unwashed pillowcase.

I fell asleep,
Pressing the bible that I keep, against my heart,
thinking that would be a new start.

I cant write poems lately:(

Mar 2014 · 959

Angel be gone

A-S Mar 2014

Angel be gone

Dissappointments;
running through my head,
adding up to the negativity;
invading my concentration,
overwhelming my insecurities,
damaging my concience,
and taking over an angel's clearity.

-a.s

#love #heartbreak #broken #sad #heart #depressed #loss #lost #angel #thoughts #mind #insecure #emotion #head #pure #cut #damage #clarity

Mar 2014 · 700

Victim

A-S Mar 2014

Victim

You should have warned me;
that you were danger.

You should have warned me;
what kind of damage,
you would do to my soul.

You should have warned me;
that loving you,
meant hating myself.

I would have thought twice,
about becoming,
your victim.

*-a.s

Instagram: relovutions

Mar 2014 · 878

At peace

A-S Mar 2014

At peace

Finding myself at peace* is a thought,

That never crossed my mind,

That never entered my heart

And that never changed my life.

-a.s

#peace #heart #sadness #loss #break #mind #thought #cross #pieces #at

Feb 2014 · 1.1k

Unacquainted

A-S Feb 2014

Unacquainted

Not knowing,
how to love,
yet falling for him.

Not knowing,
of disappointments,
yet expecting them.

Not knowing,
of pain,
yet suffering.

Not knowing,
of happiness,
yet striving for it.

*-a.s

Not knowing,
of evil,
yet being possessed.

#love #broken #sad #heart #pain #alone #loss #strive #unknown #lost #happiness #miss #cut #know #dont #unacquainted #expect