You limit yourself because you don’t believe to limit yourself is to limit your creator you insult your self cause of their opinion to insult yourself is to insult your savior put your faith,hopes,desires,fears and strength in god today and watch your life change
TRUST. --------- Two sided gold coin I am A side of me is fire Aries Ram The othercside of me I'm a Pilar of ICE. Hardly a woman's sylhuette One side blasts the power of another. Fire melts ice, ice puts out my fire. And when my coin is cast aside, I'm nothing no ice, no fire no water nobody. Can't mediate my coins fate Yet trust is still my banner of pride I will never repost a single word That's not my own. ~~~~~~~~~~ By: Mr and Mrs Andrews And Karijinbba 7-21
I slog through this museum of people living their best life. I hold my phone tightly. Like an emotional support animal, Cocooned in my bed. I dig through people's lives like someone stuck in an avalanche. The only movement I have are my fingers, swiping. My body groans as it realizes it will be frozen through time. It's 1PM and I’ve been awake since 6 AM scrolling. It's hard to breathe, I can feel the weight in this Sarcophagus I built.
I force myself to focus in my own lane. I can see someone had their heart broken, It stands out in a crowded room like a glow stick. Everyone can see your pain. Everyone knows that we have been there and they regretfully have done that.
So let me stay on my island, Barricading my insecurities and tucking them into my vulnerabilities Until you can't see what’s hindsight with my 20-20 vision. I’ll pile my damaged goods till it seeps out of the storage boxes with childhood toys in my mind You will see my mind will grow calluses that built this lighthouse on my island To let people know that I am damaged goods. So steer clear, find your cargo elsewhere else.
So let's hear it, What makes you think I can trust you.
I’m figuring it out too What’s love I’m learning it’s different sides That’s love I’m feeling it’s impact So loved I’m figuring it out And now is see, what’s love Taking little pieces until there in not a whole of you Knowing love isn’t for the weak It’s a reward they can have But a journey they would fail I’m figuring it out And I’ll tell you this I wish not to have loved nor be loved
Water falls as you wash me wrapped between your legs Your arms over and around me Gentle and loving as they were moments ago in a bed where we groaned and touched and tangled loving safely and connected Budding trust and blooming bonds growing closer and closer together
Waiting for the paint to dry I want to start a fresh page but if I do not give this one its time it will bleed on to the next It will lose parts of itself and imprint where it does not belong Patience is a virtue, perhaps this is why
To love with the heart wide open The true point of existence To live and really live The skin splayed fresh Vulnerable beings Taking in every drop, ounce, molecule All the pain, all the heartache All the fear just for a small chance at a glisten of hope
The torments you have inflicted Have sown it’s way deep down within your soul Your loneliness had brought fertility to the soils of forgiveness And again you go Undefeated. For all that comes your way Had survived; While you jump ships as they sunk. You kept your head high enough And made it home Over and over again.