When life get tough,
and times get hard,
there's just one thing to do.
Take a breath, do not stress.
Put your faith in the Lord.
And he will help you.
You are the king who broke my chains.
You are the one who reigns.
You find the lost and make them found.
There is no cost, just trust in him.
TRUST IN JESUS.
Let me focus on you.
Solely on you.
Not because they withered.
But because on top of all,
You're the one that truly matters.
Your somber death were like these unlit sunflowers,
As if they're joining the sun as it sets,
And hand over a silver lining for the next morn to come.
Ah, sunflower and sunset — these two have always been my favorites.
Both can be as bright as the sun that shines through my fingers,
As I cover my face because of dismay,
I know that even in times when I badly want to see and touch them but couldn't,
Nothing has changed.
Just because something did not turn out the way it should be, something has changed maybe,
Doesn't mean they are not what they used to be right?
Everything needs a break, everything has its end.
But for every ending is another opportunity to begin with.
And that can always be a start of something new,
something beyond what can superficially be seen.
So for this time, let me see and shout your name again..
because maybe that's just what I need, to genuinely listen.
Its scary to think one person can hold all of you in their hands ;
all your happiness
all your ambition
all your love
but i guess thats what love is right?
trusting someone enough to hand them everything and hope they dont let it slip between their fingers.
I am an empty missile. A lethal weapon with no ammunition.
I ask for a drink—you pour me a glass of gasoline and I guzzle down the whole mug.
You were just trying to stoke the fire, start the flame within my chest.
I do not know the difference between desire and a death wish.
I poured you a cup of trust and you loaded me with bullets.
Ignited the feral beast.
Turned out the lights and told me to shoot straight.
I was told to always keep you safe
That I must take good care of you
That i should not make you cry
That I'm lucky you have found me
That of all people you choose me
Forgive me if I'm being too paranoid sometimes
If I'm being too protective like our very own mothers
Well you see, I'm just a girl trying to become a knight
So that I could protect my princess
I'm your girlfriend after all,
I just hope we would last forever
Knowing there is no such thing, only as long as we live
Haha! Who would have really thought?
We would sway this way?
But baby, I love you so much that I want you to take good care of yourself even more
Trust me, all I could ever do is stay
And promise that I'm yours alone and you're mine.
As long as there is us, I will love only you
But if ever you want me to stop.
Just say so...
And if not then I shall continue
In one summer, I've become an alcoholic. I've become a reckless shadow of myself.
In one summer I caused the love of my life to distrust me. I showed him my weaknesses and he refused to forgive.
In one summer, I've proven to myself that I'm not strong enough to live. The once terrifying vision of a starile hospital ward seems welcoming now.
In one summer I've managed to convince myself I have nothing left.
Its so hard to put into words,
All the ways you make me feel.
At times its difficult for me,
to tell which parts of you are real.
What we have means so much to me
and it hurts to never really know,
if im getting all of you,
or just the pieces you choose to show.
Im trying to overcome this doubt,
and regain my trust in you,
but im afraid and I can't forget,
all the hell you put me through.
You swear youve changed this time around,
youre not who you were before,
But ive heard that line and I,
don't want to be hurt anymore.
If you love me like you say,
then show a little respect for me,
All im asking for is the one thing
youve never provided: honesty.
Oh you of little faith, why do you doubt?
I never thought it was possible to get it
I did not want to risk it, so I went after the safer road
I thought I was being prepared
I thought I was thinking ahead
But no, I have such little faith
I should have never doubted You
I should have never worry
I should have trusted You
But my pride took over the roots of my body
And formed a knot to lash out on You
I was afraid
You make things possible when it is meant to be beyond the bounds
It was closed, but You opened it
Opened for me to get
I drowned in the storm, but You reached me
I am Peter with little faith