streamy nights here your heart beats so fast we sweat it doesn't matter when it's us so much for you the pulse of me life in me defined can be felt inside from within i can finally see clearly here together take me when i'm with you and come with me wherever you'll go here we lay down in the dark moonlight cleanses our love what i would do for our son
as her glass heart beats, it cracks little by little as her chest caves in. she closes her eyes. her deep, slow breaths restore her aching body as her chest straightens. the cracking suddenly stops. her soul glues the cracks and her heart is whole again, stronger than ever before.
it presses my shoulder blades, ties my neck muscles into knots, then settles deep within my chest. the pain is the first sign that my body is haunted. it then puts my thoughts on a hamster wheel. they run in circles without an escape. this is the second sign. but my heart takes control. it voices my thoughts so they can be seen and heard. it stops spinning the wheel, slowly comes out of my chest, unties the knots in my neck and lets go of my shoulder blades, and my body does not feel its weight.
how much easier it would be only to satiate the needs forgetting the foolish notions of something more the drug induced states merely staring into your eyes brings on brings me to the brink of sanity because this tired duet cries to die but i can't bring myself to do it knowing if i cut out your heart they'll be no beat beneath my breast you'll have come with one but you'll be taking two when you take your scalpel to my chest
Can we just start! Into blue all fall apart Liking the same, I never could part Why must I face what the Lord never can heart Pain without love she stands afraid Broken making me more insane. I fight without peace because there is nothing at rest.. Inside my heart set my chest take away personality at best with him they stay, And only to hold for dear life lest I pray From my soul you’ve made whole They’ll never meet my goals.
I’d rather never be seen to this I do swear Lord forgive what I do, for I cannot bear.
Just angry. No self control. Change me. If you dare.
Do I still take your breath away or has that power expired? Leave me to my own devices because I’m growing tired And for a little while you lead me to believe you’re done Until the moment I start losing interest in which direction your feet run And I say I no longer care but we both know it isn’t true Honestly I do not give a ****... About anything except you The only thing ricocheting against my set of bones Is your name bouncing like drumsticks on xylophones For once I get to perform our song Music to my lonely ears Skeleton an instrument producing every note brain hears Have my mutilated perception record melody When finished play it over so I can sing off-key And leave on your doorstep to remind you of what we had When I am done realize I still feel just as sad And screams bottled up press on the walls of my insides Threatening to expose the place heartache hides Slide shapeless secrets even deeper down the ***** Drowning damaged moments in a mess of distraction and dope One Two Three I count numbers to ground racing thoughts Break the anxious flow in a failed attempt to untangle mental knots I will go to extreme lengths to relieve madness in my mind Waiting for comfort desperately needed but can never seem to find And my own flesh torments with mocking memories Using tattooed ink for leverage to ridicule and tease A traitor amongst body parts equally writhing in despair Breath inhaling solitude coursing through the stagnant air Lifeless eyes exhausted from overwhelming cruelty they view You put up careful facades but ******* is easy to see through X-rays of faithful adoration reveal commitment a disguise Well-rehearsed remorse when stripped is nothing more than lies And crumpled promises fill the trash can with empty words you said Same old disappointment cuts Blood staining hands bright red Stomach full of excuses violently crammed down my throat Those plus dead butterflies swell causing my tummy to bloat My heart now lies in throbbing pieces scattered across bottom of my soul In the exact spot you used to reside within my chest is now an unfathomable hole