Think of "WE", not just of "I"... In this process of stating facts, you'll surely be questioned— "Why?" Just stick to your point, what's the need to "justify"? When they'll understand, they themselves will "identify" — Truth was always there and it'll never "die"... It may take some time but one day this truth will definitely conquer the kingdom of "lie' " !
Tried another flow of rhymes and some facts of this life...
Which way the wind blows Why the night falls Or where it goes, When adventure calls My attention grows Til I drop my pretension Of depressive prose, With that said my apprehension To speak of this romantic tension Leaves my heart in locked up throes Its wants and wishes won't be exposed, I don't know what happens now Or happened then to bring this out Why the night falls Or where it goes It won't matter I promise, it's what we chose.
I cannot explain all the pathetic measures my eyes will take to avoid your gaze, all the paths my legs will journey to avoid bumping into you on my way home. All the ways I knead my hands to the bone and all the toothpick excuses skewering my tongue. And I cannot explain the way your presence deflates something inside my chest. I don't know what to do with all that empty space. It echoes. I fill it with the thimble's worth of pride that I scrape together, every meager flake of validation I pick from the floor. I shovel slopping handfuls of sawdust to try and soak up some of the shadows but everything dissolves in that oily void, green and hideous. God, it echoes, and everyone hears it. I muffle it with my radio silence. I look at you and I see everything I hate about myself under a microscope. Every blemish, every scar, every gaping hole that you lack. Stop, look. Here. Wrong. Hear? I blind myself with radio silence. I don’t know how to live with an eternal reminder that I am incomplete. You, and the place you hollowed without even knowing it. Green and monstrous. It echoes and everyone hears it. I love you, but I cannot explain my radio silence.
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