Shaken doth I feel today,
Hollow in His morning sun,
Taken is thy certainty,
His plan proceeds be done,

Forever wonder 'where's thy lover?'
Chambers locked - grief forth-come;

Come back!
Come back!

Thou shalt never,

Come back!
Come back!

Thou gone forever.

Taken is one gracious soul,
It hurts, I'm cold and numb.
Have faith He pleas; Resist your greed,
Their suffering's been undone.

I don’t want to be asked if I’m ok.
I don’t want to be addressed when I’m upset.
Just leave me alone-
And hope to not let the world see how much
Of a freak
I really feel I am.
Sorry if it puts the
Circus out of business.

I can attack you with a thousand hugs
Kisses
And Compliments.
I can also attack you
With coldness
Silence
Explosive anger
And tears of anguish.
Which one will you be?

Why am I here?
Oh *** I shouldn't be here
Oh *** I should disappear
Oh *** why did I reapper
Oh *** don't let me get close
Oh **** I won't get near
Oh *** this is weird
Oh *** let me leave
Oh *** this place isn't for me.
Oh **** no one is talking to me.
It's because I'm crazy
And that they don't like me.
What is going on with me?

Sometimes Darkness whispers to me.
It tells me it is a place of comfort,
A place of escape.
No one can find you here, it insists,
You are alone, finally,
Just what you wanted,
Screamed for,
Cried for,
Alone, with me, it looks up
With a smirk
Don’t be scared,
I don’t judge,
Stay for as long as you wish.
When I leave, it whispers to me,
Come back, I miss you,
Escape the chaos,
Be with us...

Sometimes Darkness yells at me.
It questions who I am,
Why I am here,
I don’t belong...
I’m too intense...
I’m not good enough...
What I want is impossible...
It tells at me, until I yell back.

Sometimes Darkness stares at me,
When my eyes are shut,
I see it’s gaze,
It’s lure,
It’s disapproval and longing for my return.
It stares... and glares... until I open my eyes,
And find the light again.