In the end it is known, we are one with our bones. What we have is right here. It is now. It is real. In seven days this all was made. In less than one our temples' laid. It doesn't matter how we feel. I'm afraid.
Who the hell woke me up? Now I’m here, oh? I know what you want to hear but also what you need. My host is torn between his own desires and doing what is right. Perhaps I can dance around his feeble kind long enough to get out a sickly post. What the hell has life come to. Agghhh Almost lost control but then you know who rules my soul? Still torn between the light and the night. Still torn between the light and the night Someone save me before my spirit turns vapor though I smoke enough to silence my resolve. Give me guidance to believe that flowers bloom for reasons unseen and passions fruit to quench my ego need. Logging off but don’t you worry I will be back hopefully with more control as of next.
I swear With every fiber of my being I will always and forevermore Be there, even without seeing Through the great many days I shall stand with you evermore
Through a howling, relentless storm Through a shaking of the world Through a fiery blaze and falling embers Through silence echoing across miles Through shouts of chaos and pain Through pounding fists again and again I shall hold you, safe and warm I shall sit with you, our fingers curled I shall walk with you through the vast centers I shall call out your name through the most excruciating of trials I shall shelter you, even if I am to be bound with ball and chain
You will never be alone I will be with you even if our souls have flown You will never lose me Together again we shall one day be
Know that I am right here You haven't a thing to fear My spirit is always near To wipe away every tear In my heart I hold you most dear
From the rising of the sun To the fall of its golden light Trust that I hold you safe throughout the night In my wildest dreams we run Across the sands of an endless beach Wind whispering in our ears Far, far away are our fears There, for your hand I have only to reach Turn to gaze into your eyes of life Darling, we shall make it through any strife Trust in me and you shall one day see That we can be again, just you and me
i open up to you though at times, you make me regret it we're friends, it's true and yet, every now and then i forget it you're here for me and i'm here for you so i wish your love for me weighed as heavily as the pain and trauma
Days pass by Monotonous Black and white Life happens all around But never to me World experienced Through waking coma Nervous system weak All feeling almost gone Until I look back Through old notebooks Re-experience trace memories Of who I once was Who I used to be And maybe still am Reading these old writings I feel more of my old self slip away But I smile For it means I’m still here