I can't deny what I felt I never will deny what I felt Because that was The best ******* love I ever had I just wish You had been ready I wish You could have accepted it all Because nobody Will love you The way I did And you threw that away You threw me away And as much as I would love To say I regret it all To say I hate you To say I wish it never happened To say I'd take it all back I can't Because I can't deny what I felt When we were in love When you loved me back
I sat on the edge of the lake on the biggest rock by the shore. Midnight was the clock, starry the sky, frozen was the earth. I looked up from below and saw Orion's Belt. The stars on his hilt, to the twinkling lights of his bow. I could see them. I could see all of them. In that moment, I remembered something. A poem he said he'd written for me. He'd called it Orion's Belt. I remember what it was like to be his, but I remember so much else now. He's a liar. How much of what he told her was true? All of it? Maybe; none of it.
All these years and you still don't trust me. You're so quick to believe him. That was always his trick; his false sincerity. He should own up to it.
The stars are aligned, That's why I'm your stargirl, And you're my starboy. Your eyes hold galaxies in them, That's why I'm forever captivated by you. I'm transfixed by your effortless allure. You've stripped me bare And still looked at me in awe. I've seen numerous galaxies, By just staring into your eyes. My starboy, Loves the most, And jokes the most. Put a smile up on my face, Frowning seems so foreign. Romeo's lips. Those lips awaken the devil in me. Those lips have kissed all my valleys. Together we steal stars and planets, Together we build our own universe. You are the coonstellion that guides me.
I never cared for blue eyes. a simple, dull tone of boring pens and pale skies and puddles. a common color among a million eyes.
until yours. then pools of shining ink spreading across plain pages, filling chapters of my life. a bright summer horizon expanding before me, everywhere eyes can see. a huge, infinite ocean of sparkling blue, blue that fills my eyes and mind and lungs, voluntarily drowning in your color.