A pin drops Sending waves of nothing Into my cold heart I grow colder As I fall apart The deepening darkness Drenching me in despair Drunk and dribbling Drooling devilishly Upon the door of doom Soon, you say Again And again And I wait patiently Thinking absently And then....
Cautiously waiting A cacophony of cries And a craving carrying This cornucopia of craziness I'm callow Or so they say Is this my life? Is this my way? Kind words And actions Melt mere sections Of this muscle But so far It's not enough And then......
Breathe in my soul My very essence Take in my life My effervescence I am champagne Bubbles on the surface But bitter inside
Why you? Why now? Was it the dark, the lack of light? Well, there was the moon glow through the the window! So it has to be what was on my mind. Was it the ***? Cursed truth serum That burned my mind with the Polaroids of my insecure past? When I had doubts of not good enough When I lied more than I told the truth Changing my name from town to town Changing my face from friend to friend Whatever the reason must’ve been fleeting I don’t remember now or am I repressing? Only time will tell if I start admitting that I have problems that might need fixing.
Admitting you have a problem might be the first step but it's still very hard!
Who is that one person who falls over a lot? Do they always get up? Yes? Well, they get up for you and the others they care for. Do you help them? If you don't don't hold back. Help then next time! Have they helped you? They help you so you don't give up. Do this for them.
What did we do wrong? I greet you good in the mornings And wait for you to sleep by night I ask if you've eaten, if drinking And make sure your health's right I kiss you when you want (need) it And hug you even when you're sour Sing you all these sugary nothings Tell you you're all mine, and that I'm all yours, even on busy noon times You invade my mind by the second All I think of is you, and I tell you You tell me it's the same with you too Make our hands touch whenever they can Then again, all this is in a span of weeks And by the month we were 'us' I thought we were the happiest, I thought And then I come again to ask - What went wrong? What did we do wrong? Or maybe I'm asking the wrong question and maybe it's "What did we do right?