That is undeserving of you and your moral character.
Why people remember what, make them feel a certain way?
Over what we, make them think?
If hatred could be consumed like nutrition would you poison yourself?
To satisfy nerve-ending hunger or undying thirst?
Why must we endure the worse of times? Testing a will under elements to be broken under merciless conditions
Just to have a taste of the pleasure we ultimately deserve!
What is love?
What is life?
How do we seek truth? If the world uses spells to spell our demise. Looking into mirror I see more than one face and a story following multiple timelines as our human eyes convert electronical text using our brain to decipher encrypted codes and signs
What is there to me? When I have been to places that most eyes cannot even see Never needed deep meditation or any form of super drug as a pill.
In a world where reality and fiction stand still
If I am living my dreams. Then why must my dreams question my living, therefore is existence even real?
How can one connect to others emotionally?
If few of us, have emotions we have yet to feel?
It's too late to move forward.
Why you keep turning back?
If you never gave it a try in the first place?
Why complain about an outcome that is not even a possibility?
Doing the same routine for the longest
have not changed the process of your decision making?
If you know your worth Why you feel worthless?
Do you even know what is the meaning behind your own purpose?
What am I so afraid of? That I may change my fate? Or maybe it’s already happened, And maybe I’m too late.
Can I be forgiven? Will I ever understand Why all of this has happened? Am I really here by chance?
Chasing phantom shadows in and out of dreams Counting constellations and holding on to childish things Afraid to take a chance, for fear that I may fall Afraid that there’s no going back That I’ll never know myself at all
The truth too overwhelming The fear I hide behind Fear that I hold onto Fear behind these eyes
To chance is only to forget The pain that binds me now defines me Give in for good you’ve placed your bet “Survive!” the voice inside me
A piece I wrote back in March 2007 as I was going through a divorce with so many questions and faced with the opportunity to reducing myself and my path.
Who put me here To suffer eternally Temporary body But the expanse of the mind Stretches beyond reality Time is constructed by society When it crumbles No change will be recorded. But will thoughts go on Or do they die with me.
How did I get here Doubts of a creator My ancestors swam So why am I drowning right now A product of millions of years of evolution Yet my brain is still chemically imbalanced If it's survival of the fittest I am the weakest link Darwin's finches can't explain the human brain I was born to die like the rest of humanity.
Why am I here Is it karma for a past life Is death what I want truly or just to stop feeling for awhile Is there a difference? Because I don't feel like there is one Who would miss me? In the grand scheme of the universe.. No one. I'm free of guilt The stars tell me it's an earthly emotion anyways.
My love you taught me how to love Feeling of love, that this heart showed How many colors you spill, of love? Reason for my love, you then asked?
Without you this life is so incomplete Now when I realize how far away love was Sheltering me in your heart such a treat As beads of love strung tenderly in gauze
At times self-love seeks love from a stranger At times a few moment with a loving heart is enough At times to feel a heart dearer one has to live farther In serendipity we met in love, leave me never in a huff
Think and despair not my cherished beloved Must I say your love was so wondrous I promise to be with you now and always beloved You asked, I say all your concerns are needless
Pyaar aapne hume karna jo siklaya Pyaar ka ehsas is dil ko jo diklaya Kitne pyaar ke rang chalkathe hain aap? Phir Pyaar ki vajah poochate hain aap?
Yeh zindagi to aapke bina adhuri thi Ab maalum hua pyaar thak kitni doori thi Aashiyana aapne dil mein basa kar hume diya hai Pyaar ke har lamahe chun ke is dil ko piroya hai
Khud ko chaahne ke liye kabhi gairon ka pyaar chahiye Dil ki nazdhikyon ke liye kabhi dooriyon ka ehsas chahiye Kabhi chand lamhay kaafi hain aap jaise dil walon ke saath Ittifaaq se milay ** meharbaan kabhi na chodna mera haath
Bus Itna ab na sochiye mere jane-mehboob Dekhiye pyar kiya aapne bhi bahut khoob Zindagi aapke saath vada hai mere hum-safar Har sawalon ka jawab diya humnay aap rahe be-fikar
To be here as I am I had to be there as I was a perpetual dreamer sometimes a singer, but often a screamer my ever-fleeting memory of past life feels like pollen in the beehive, was I always the same or just another empty name? maybe asking questions just made me mad, as there were days I've been sad days I've been glad, living was always the grey area between good and bad.
Oh they're going to find out, how can they not Without a singular doubt, I'm going to get caught I even suspect a friend, who maybe thinks I'm sick because I've lost the path of God. Oh it’s her, isn't it? There's something greater at stake as well not just missing out on the praise But there's so much in name it’s your well of glory Will I regret it in the coming days Is it worth it? Does it add or take from the story?
Where’s the proof where’s the undeniable proof that I'm here and that it's all worth it? What I am going to talk about What rhyme will I remember Do I really want to **** half of them this December?
Who do I brag to? How much is it going to hurt? If your friends and family don't know Did you even do it?