Can't get up Get out Can't think of words Can't speak Or write Can't walk or move a fork Can't give a fuvk Much less talk Fck ****. Fine Fat Freak Fate Fake Fish Flood Failure Final Found Dead Die, dying Death, Need death I must D I E
i am a wavebreaker i am a bloated body drifting in the ocean i stop boats in their paths for wealthy tourists to gawk and ask me where im from, where im headed, where ive been but i only reply in silence and bubbles that escape my lips
i am a wavebreaker i cut through the waves like a blade to the neck i rot and i burst and i spread the remnants of myself across the world to be remembered to be known to let them know of my remains that i remain
i am a wavebreaker i break the waves caused by those wanting to wreck cities i am what goes against the current i am what stays when everything rushes past me
I just want to be dead To go to sleep And never leave this bed The hidden wounds go so deep How can I let them close When they are frequently reopened Everyday something happens to re-expose They will never be unopened I just want to go to sleep And never leave this bed
You said you saw me dancing in the rain. You said I looked happy and sane. If only you were truly true, You would have noticed my pain. If only you really knew And not just claim, You would have seen that my tears were the rain.
Dear friend, If only you were truly true, Maybe I would still be alive today. Maybe. Just maybe.
You left me and stole my youth. I’m now fully hollowed and empty like a vessel. My soul perished. Lost without you like a skeleton without its bones. My flesh is a lie just like you. I’m a walking contraindication that’s living, but dead.
I breath in and out That is what makes me alive, huh? And my flesh My bones My blood My pumping heart makes me human But what is m soul made of? It is not colorful like it used to be It is not bright like others Indeed it is barely alive with bleeding holes It has all my pain All my suffering And every new knife that stabs my back Makes a new hole
There is an arrow, locked away somewhere, silenced My heart has felt it, its caress True consolation of one's life That arrow, buzzing vibrato after so many windows of my soul, will break your chest, will strike you dead with no notice.