Started with a hope,
To exist long enough
To tell a story on how things would go.
An itchy feeling on the tip of my finger
To talk to you
Not sure If I'm a shy person,
or just a coward
I already knew where I'll be,
Comes with a single hello from you,
Already put me in the deepest pit of feels.
Is it wrong if I want to enjoy the happy one?
Without worrying what will happen next.
Had such a blast!!!
Been a while since feeling numb.
I watched movies too much,
Started to expect things I shouldn’t.
This heart of mine says that you might be want me,
but my mind says you're just abusing your power to my weakness.
I tried something new today.
I was scared but turns out it was great.
It's all green everywhere!!!
And for the first time I hate it.
Pump for sum
Today is just start for three minutes.
Where the world so quiet,
so, there's more room for me and my thoughts.
So impulsive :(
One good deed a day
Did you know how much courage does it takes to talk to you?
I think I deserve a better reply.
WHY CAN'T I BE MYSELF ???
Sick of being people pleaser
The needs to be alone is enormous
Thank you for the clarity.
Off the shore
My poem text turns out right.
This impulsiveness cost so much pain.
Money and Mind.
Consistent is hard.
Why would you invest so much on such an unstable person?
Had to remember so much for the past 4 days. The last 4 days was written today.
Jangan menangis di malam hari,
Tapi menangislah bersamanya.
You feel real to me, Samantha
Thank you, Theodore -Her
Hungry in this comfortable box
It will be the same as the last time...
Had to wait for 356 days
How do you recover from tired of waiting someone?
You're my ghost
Never thought loneliness could feel really peaceful.
I start to look at her closely
To see the dimple on her cheek
She’s in town
Today March 8, 2023. Today is beautiful.
Today you’re beautiful
Some of the other day
10 hours with you,,
I still have 6 hours left, and I don't wanna share it with anyone else.
Feels like a stranger in my own family,
Your bed isn't as comfortable as it used to be.
Talking **** behind my back. Man that's harsh.
Please slipped up :(
God help me please
Lead me please, I can’t take it anymore
I told him finally
Loving you is Red
Started Jan 31,2023 Ends March 21, 2023
Diary of a living creature and the world around her