last time i was hurting over you it felt worse and the new cycle of sad songs that remind me of you are happier somehow
someone told me something that made me realize i've (on average) loved you harder than you've loved me it was one of those painful reminders that i've put a human on a pedestal and called them god i came to realize that people won't love each other simply, as we wish you were neither the religious nor romantic solution to death
people won't love each other simply, as we wish EXCLUSIVITY they can depersonalize a body and spitefully ******* to your best friend when they're ******* done with your apprehensiveness and sickness and your sick brain that didn't let you love your parents sick brains that they each gave you half of
Stoical heart yet the urge to cry Unable to shead a tear, 'Cause the biggest fear to open up and try Made me to drown myself in my own state of anxiety. Did the broken soul find a hug? Not a single person cared to bug. I am not what has happened to me Bounded by fate or dejection Choices and rejection Part and parcel of life. I am what I chose to be. I'll break and I'll fall I'll rise and fly Till I find my wings soared high.
" What happens when people open their hearts? They get better.. " ~ Haruki Murakami ♥
The child coughed as he felt his heart hammer away in his chest. He stared at the window and saw a beautiful lady in a black dress come down from the window. She smiled at him as she knelt by the bed. Softly she whispered, it’s time Henry. She moved her gray hair out of the way as she carried Henry. He looked to the bed and saw himself lying there sleeping. He looked at her puzzled, what about my mommy? She looked at him and smiled sweetly as they started to float to the clouds. Don’t worry Henry, she said kissing his forehead, i’ll come back for her soon.
. To all stars who are awake Shall we have some piece of a cake? I won't eat much Neither know dutch What I want now! Some Bless, Waite! Bawl Meet me in the rain? Indeed, Such a pain.. Memories .. Forgettable? What are we? Some animals.. Paranoia, all around Hallelujah, I won't count Wanna get drunk? No I stay conscious So I chose mapen Won't talk again
A bed in an ICU Is just an electric chair with cushions Your broken feet charred and inert Twitch in your sleep, like you're dreaming of getting up And telling me you're going to stay For the memories we'll still make together
And when you're awake I almost wish you wouldn't be But I smile like breaking glass Waiting for the after, the endless without And you talk for me, as I don't
You're scared, but you can't show it Because my peace always came first for you But that won't be much longer Your full stop is my comma But there won't be a rhyme tomorrow
What you mean to me Will be broken into a thousand words That will fade, like the sound of your voice To mean nothing, the world you still walked in The soil I can't make grow again
No spring will set in your chest But I'll have to greet the winds that take you To think without the dust And meet the heart that's left behind.
A point of distraction Chemical reaction Sporadic convulsions Tripped step, losing traction Into a contraption Of mental destruction Internal corruption Blood-boiled eruption Of distant confusion A new resolution To fight the intrusion Consumed by illusion Starting revolution Or come to conclusion