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ScaryGary Jul 30
I told them that I am a Jew.
They beat me up anyhow. May the wrath of God be upon them.
When the preacher said that the Jews were God's children, I jumped up and said "I'm a Jew"
I stand behind that, but not in the way that Jesus did. I choose water because water is one thing you need to grow grapes.
This stuff is in no way putting down Jewish people, Jesus, or spirituality.
I feel like there is something more powerful for sure. I just don't know about whether it matters if I believe in a god that goes along with rituals and teachings that I don't understand. I don't know. I would think that God wouldn't care about me making a joke. I went to church and Sunday school...Christian tent revivals, and vacation Bible school at a young age. Messed my **** up!
ScaryGary Jul 22
I have to do some research about home wiring, but I believe the ground wire and the lightning rod would let you pull electricity out of the air, just as Mr Franklin discovered. If this is true, then you are being "charged"(pun intended) for what is free, and when the electric company cuts off your service, you can just disconnect their cables and have what was once called "*******" ...no pun intended. If I die any time soon, check with the electric company haha. We are stuck on stupid.
Eyithen Apr 12
I pluck the weeds out of my head every season,
All the bad, the negative thoughts, the unhealthy habits,
so the flowers have room to grow.
Until the next season,
when the weeds regrow and I must pluck them again.
I grab the base, pulling up the roots,
Without roots, they won’t grow back.
They do.
Zack Ripley Mar 14
Negativity. Positivity. Opposites? Perhaps.
But they have more in common
than you'd think.
They both affect
your interpretation of situations.
They both require energy.
Both are choices.
It's up to you to make that choice.
𝚊 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚟𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎  𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚘𝚡𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚘𝚘..
Liz Carlson Jan 8
This dark storm has been wreaking havoc within me for so long.  

It starts by twisting my thoughts and feelings upside down,  

Bending the truth so that all that remains are lies.

Then it tightens my chest and my throat

Making it nearly impossible to catch a breath,  

I pant, pant, pant, just for a single breath of air.  

This tornado lands on my ribcage and settles there a while,  

weighing what seems to be a thousand pounds.  

Breathe, breathe, breathe, please!  

Then the destructor settles on my eyes and covers them,  

making it difficult to focus my sight and see clearly,  

The reality around me blurs,  

see, see, see, now...  

Now it decides to zap my body  

so that I shake, shake, shake as if it's 0° outside.  

I curl up into myself and roll back and forth.  

Through all this movement in my body,  

the lies never stopped waging war in my mind.  

Like the sounds of swords being sharpened before battle,  

the terrifying noise sends a shudder to my very bones.  

My body and mind are so weak and tired from this relentless torment.  

At the first signs of battle, I try to fight back with the truths I've been told since my youth,  

but the enemy keeps pulling and pulling at me.  

Little by little, my strength wears down,  

and the only response I can seem to find to the lies is...

Submission.
Nikita Jan 3
Seeping through the walls,
Slamming open doors,
Her past haunts her.

Her mouth is taped shut,
With a growling gut,
Shadows taunt her.

She knows that she's here,
With nothing to fear,
Her heart ignores her.

Her lungs force air,
Trying not to stare,
She's in control now.

Scuttering away,
The shadows decay,
Back into memory.
Battling psychosis with PTSD is terrifying but not impossible.
Anna Maria Dec 2021
black scribbles, badly drawn surround me.
peeping holes through them.
i watch what could have been.
yet when i reach through to achieve my fantasy,
the lines latch on and are not what they seem.
i had hurt myself, watering the thorns with my fallen dreams.
thorns created by me.
My first love child was taken
RIP one October sad day by
an ignorant butcher abortionist MD
My lover jumped off a cliff thought
I didn't love him in his absence
The butcher said I was the worst Mom of the universe the ignorant lier fool.
the first child to an rho-negative Mom like me never has any problem most babies are rho negative like Mom
child never has blood incompatibity
before or after birth
with Mom even if father is rho possitive,
A Rhogam vaccine existed immuno globulin given to rho negative Mom prevents body developping antibodies against child's possitive rh blood
if child dies inside and c section is needed there's no blood to give Mom One in a hundred people have it,
so aborting was dangerous too
I was fired from my work for not being married back then.
I was sick couldn't retain water
I had an infection antibiotic could have save me and unborn child
but wasn't given any.
so I set lover free because I Ioved
him more than Ioved myself
I sacrificed my love for him
rddjpc I took the blows of his
hatred too
I roamed the Earth decades
seeking his understanding
to return and he did but
dead silence killed our dream
in buried pain too deep for tears
I was such a little red ridding
hood even wolves got ahold of me
as I wanted to die in motherhood.

No child of mine got killed again
oh wolves salivated and roamed.
My enemies were malignantly jealous
sterile fem fatales, who sought my life
trashing me for my blood type
As their ex was on to me many attempts against me followed
what would those Medea's know about saving a life or setting the man of their obsessions free they hunt and lie in wait for my last breath for profit
welcome to America the great
where the breave free are bate I'm
The Charles Mansons advocates
The human predator,. the poisoners
Greek **** narcissist.
I was very protective of my kids
my children are amazing beauties
my bittersweet rewards
we are the RHO negatives rhA- negatives and rh-O possitive
and we are alive and well.
I am anbE T. hibrid and pfoud.
~~~~~
Mr. and Mrs. Andrews
https://youtu.be/EMOv4wPLFrc
Brumous Jun 2021
Deadlines
Procrastination
Anxiety
and Doubt

That is the reason I never change now
Yet, I smile from the pressure.
I surely don't enjoy this,
it doesn't really change with time
still procrastinating.
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