Is it forever you carry that small knot Right beside your heart For someone you miss. And whilst they are there, A void, A cage, The strongest iron chain Prevents you reaching out Through the pride you clasp to your chest. Or the resentment that lingers. Or just the sheer foolishness you regret, As those words so easily, So bitterly, Slipped from your lips. And now the path you both tread has become a void. And regrets so cavernous cut deep into your heart. But you know no way forward.
I thought I wanted you. But what i didnt know... Is that I need you. You make me feel warm inside. And you bring out my smile. You love telling me, How much you love my giggle, The shape of my nose. It's really cute. We are innocent and young. But then.. As we stare into the golden mirror, Repeatedly saying "mhm" You suddenly move. To.. look at me? You say mhm. And you're no longer staring at the mirror you are staring in my curious eyes. Then... You shift the way you are sitting. I feel dumb for not understanding. But then you gently lean in. And kiss me. Butterflies. But you really have to leave. Which is not fair to me or you. I gently nudge you off of me and I sound like an idiot as I say "We're going to get caught" I'm not sure why I said that. And its not like anyone would care. I want to crinkle up and hide. I'm so awkward. That was the second.
walking past fountains of roses, she caressed them with her hands. soft petals kissed her fingers and thorns, piercing the pads of her fingertips.
wandering to the golden pond, lying down. letting her hands play in the fronds of the grass, flicking up glistening emeralds of water that glimmered in the sun. flickering moons, fresh diamonds, new life so quickly taken.
written whilst listening to your song by elton john
I'd been to Heaven and lived to tell about It In her arms It's Heaven where I truly was For now, she's passed away I know I'll never see again a once In a lifetime opportunity to see Heaven And live to tell all of Its existence for I'd been to Heaven and lived to tell about It I no I never love that way again so I dought I'll see Heaven for a second time but at least, I saw It once
When you love someone so much you're In Heaven almost feels you are actually there
He left the house in such a rush He could not stand the noise The screaming, crying and shouting He had no other choice Than to run across the front yard Where no flower had grown in years To be thrown upon the pavement Drowning in his tears
He walked for many miles and thought Of the freedom he had gained In the myst of night a bar appeared A warm shelter from the rain He drank and laughed and drank some more While old friends had been long gone He threw up on the pavement Thrown out and on his own
For hours and hours he crawled and found The streets were dark and cold Till a new day came upon him And a new life did unfold A woman, young and beautiful Took care of him that day Their love should last for ever And he would always stay
But darkness came and took her heart She died one night in May She left him a handful of flower seeds And no more words to say
He wandered with no purpose The years went by and by Till he came across a front yard Where the earth was hard and dry A degraded house was all that’s left And a memory of sound In his hand the seeds of love he held And he dropped them on the ground
Then suddenly he stopped and turned In his eyes the light was new From the ground where he just stood on A flower gently grew...
Misfortune, choices, love, a second change. That is what this is about.
There Is nothing In this life that compares to love hard to find hard to keep but when found the feeling you experience Is truly unique And when you thought this would last forever Is suddenly taken from you, first anger at being robbed of her love then thoughts of all the things you'll never do together again Places been places planned to go the last time you held her hand, kissed her lips then undressed her and made love to her laid there afterwards together eventually falling to sleep In each other arms beautiful warmth the heat generated from our ***** bodies as we slept In peaceful dreams none of of these beautiful moments will ever be again, and the truly hard part you're left to live the rest of your life with no second chances all that went before lost forever the day your life stood still
Life stands still the day your loved one die all the thing you'll never do again no more beautiful love making all gone forever no second chances In this life